what did i do to you

@Nietzsche007 pray without ceasing, and make sure you don't die in a state of mortal sin. You may not be promised happiness in this world, but surely the next.

does god exist

i hope he does

even if he damns me i still wish to serve him

then do so

how

If you wish to serve him, do what I said. Suffering can truly be a virtue.

im condemned in this world

ok

then fix what you can

i just dont get it tho

theres no reason to keep sinning

its just shooting yourself in the leg

im just asking questions

pray

do good works

i just dont understand the level of cruelty that will be inflicted upon me

thats my only question

depends on what youve done

they think im worse than a terrorist

who is they?

the powers that be

they arent god

close enough

im a bug to them

god doesnt damns us

he gave us free will and we chose death instead of god

The Apostles were boiled, hung on crosses, stoned, etc. They were called the Roman equivalent of terrorists and such as well.

i wasnt even trying anything that grandiose

i just dont get the level of cruelty that will soon be inflicted upon me

why am i so different

i dont get it

Could you spare any more details?

i cant sadly im not trying to divulge anything

That's fair

i just dont get why im so hated

Maybe they hate you because you speak the truth. Or maybe you did do something wrong, I can't know. In any case make yourself right.

the worst i did would carry a sentence of 1 to 2 years

i didnt even do much