yeaah im totes off them now

im working on getting off suboxone

but we'll see

Fanaticism is love. Everything else is strictly a surrogate.

they just started taking insurance at drs office and i already get drugs free

couldnt even leave my hoouse without at leaast taking 30mg first

i know how that goes

ive also been off and on drinking

it took me a 10 bag shot to go to wotk

or the store

i can stop but so eassy to get a habbit

fug

i used to take mdma every weekend

tolerance was insane i had over 5 years unbroken use

ye thats fucked

literally without q day off

1

i got up to a "brick" a day at the worst

with heroin tho you need it everyday

>needing drugs to get shit done

yeah that was the worst thing

fuck i just smoke weed when i want to take it easy and not worry about shit

im sober now but could so easy just start something

always something

thats legit the reason heroin is so dangeresque

like if you need to drink or do anything serious to function

if i smoke weed then every day

you need help

the daily NEED to use shit gets hard

thats why i just stopped drinking again

you know how fucking shitty it is to H A V E to spend 200$+ every single day

when i finished my study i started drinking everyday

thi

this

this is degeneracy

thats fucked such a waste of money

like H A V E T O or you'll be in a world of puke shit and suffering

and then not be able to be productive to get money the next day

its fucking

terrifying

just get high of saving the money buy some property or something