Message from @Ruger

Discord ID: 532059854886535178


2019-01-08 04:53:55 UTC  

and my room and my parents room is separated by a thin ass cardboard wall

2019-01-08 04:54:04 UTC  

Then again, I'm self employed, so I wake up at 8am to make breakfast for my wife, then play video games till noon, and then actually start working.

2019-01-08 04:54:13 UTC  

Had a job a while back as a sorter for a delivery service warehouse and that job started at 3 am and finished at 9 am fucked me right up

2019-01-08 04:54:17 UTC  

Thankfully I have little to no sleep issues, I'm a pretty deep sleeper too

2019-01-08 04:54:17 UTC  

i wish i could sleep regularly, but i feel like i'm wasting time if i sleep

2019-01-08 04:54:25 UTC  

like sleep is really unproductive

2019-01-08 04:54:27 UTC  

i do something like that, but i send my son off, @Dark23Knight

2019-01-08 04:54:29 UTC  

and then i get anxiety about it

2019-01-08 04:54:37 UTC  

i'm wasting time laying in bed when i could be doing something else

2019-01-08 04:54:41 UTC  

Sleep also makes you not die lol

2019-01-08 04:54:43 UTC  

i get that too jim, but i get anxious when i'm up at 5am

2019-01-08 04:55:00 UTC  

i realise how much of the next day i'm eating in to

2019-01-08 04:55:04 UTC  

sometimes some retarded cunt requires me to go to a physical location, though, that's when it gets retarded

2019-01-08 04:55:28 UTC  

yeah ^ also having a fucked sleep turns me into a recluse

2019-01-08 04:55:29 UTC  

lol

2019-01-08 04:55:31 UTC  

i never work for anyone who's company is guided more by the marketing and sales retards than the people who develop or research things

2019-01-08 04:55:33 UTC  

for me it gets to a stage where the sleep dep is rough and i cant concentrate on work

2019-01-08 04:55:46 UTC  

same

2019-01-08 04:55:48 UTC  

yeah that's when i'll crash out lol

2019-01-08 04:55:48 UTC  

I'm not as much of a shutin as drachenlord, but if I don't need to go anywhere, I wont

2019-01-08 04:55:54 UTC  

but im better socially when sleep deprived

2019-01-08 04:56:00 UTC  

eh?

2019-01-08 04:56:06 UTC  

fuck knows why

2019-01-08 04:56:13 UTC  

but before that point i just don't allow myself to sleep more than 4/5 hours in one shot

2019-01-08 04:56:17 UTC  

maybe you overthink things less, Ruger

2019-01-08 04:56:21 UTC  

just more chill or smthn?

2019-01-08 04:56:26 UTC  

lol

2019-01-08 04:56:26 UTC  

probably

2019-01-08 04:56:31 UTC  

It was mainly overnights that fucked me up, trying to sleep during the day for me is hard, then I’d get maybe 4-5 hours

2019-01-08 04:56:32 UTC  

i usually have problems letting go of shit, i started working on a project/learning something and 10+ hours fly by and when i try to stop i can't sleep.

2019-01-08 04:56:33 UTC  

I just hit my arm on a bookshelf

2019-01-08 04:56:36 UTC  

Ow

2019-01-08 04:56:44 UTC  

When you're so tired that the autism shuts off so you can have a normal human conversation

2019-01-08 04:56:54 UTC  

adhd actually

2019-01-08 04:57:02 UTC  

only a little bit of tism

2019-01-08 04:57:14 UTC  

this is how my bags are so bad i guess

2019-01-08 04:57:16 UTC  

rip my eyes

2019-01-08 04:57:21 UTC  

i'm gonna look fucked when i'm old

2019-01-08 04:57:33 UTC  

uber is op

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/418492114679365643/532060270902771723/image0.png

2019-01-08 04:57:36 UTC  

i got a tism with non-hyperactive add stuff going on

2019-01-08 04:57:47 UTC  

adhd pi then?