Message from @Aya

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2019-01-18 03:26:26 UTC  

Word up

2019-01-18 03:26:28 UTC  

what did I ever do to you

2019-01-18 03:26:30 UTC  

hahaha

2019-01-18 03:26:42 UTC  

well he gave me severe depression too

2019-01-18 03:26:48 UTC  

so at least I can handle slight sadness

2019-01-18 03:26:52 UTC  

He gives everyone that in your teens

2019-01-18 03:27:03 UTC  

I'm just messing about soup

2019-01-18 03:27:13 UTC  

everyone sayin they have that without going to a doctor makes me sad

2019-01-18 03:27:21 UTC  

cause it devalues it as a real disease

2019-01-18 03:27:22 UTC  

Why would I

2019-01-18 03:27:35 UTC  

Depression and Clinical depression are not one in the same

2019-01-18 03:27:46 UTC  

ive been told "Have you tried changing your diet"

""Karen it wont fix my brain""

2019-01-18 03:27:54 UTC  

I believe I have depression but my actual diagnosis is aspergers.

2019-01-18 03:27:55 UTC  

I feel sad sometimes vs I can't be happy cause my brain is fucked up

2019-01-18 03:27:58 UTC  

most people get sad for long periods of time after bad things, real clinical depression is not feeling anything

2019-01-18 03:28:08 UTC  

i feel somethings, sometimes

2019-01-18 03:28:14 UTC  

Not gonna lie though the pills did clear that up pretty quick.

2019-01-18 03:28:16 UTC  

but usually only if really drunk tbh

2019-01-18 03:28:17 UTC  

that's good, you're not as depressed as you could be

2019-01-18 03:28:20 UTC  

oh

2019-01-18 03:28:22 UTC  

nevermind

2019-01-18 03:28:25 UTC  

yeah its bad lmao

2019-01-18 03:28:29 UTC  

lmao sorry soup

2019-01-18 03:28:33 UTC  

I was trying to be positive

2019-01-18 03:28:35 UTC  

most my emotions are tempered, its a weird balance

2019-01-18 03:28:41 UTC  

my anxiety is tempered by my depression

2019-01-18 03:28:46 UTC  

@soup dad Morning

2019-01-18 03:28:49 UTC  

but my anxiety makes me do stuff lmao

2019-01-18 03:28:52 UTC  

Cleaning up your room and a change in diet are the most basic form of stuff that people give as advice

2019-01-18 03:28:52 UTC  

what it do

2019-01-18 03:28:59 UTC  

Idk

2019-01-18 03:29:04 UTC  

yeah then I tell them I tried and then its "well stop"

2019-01-18 03:29:08 UTC  

tidying and diet fix mild depression

2019-01-18 03:29:09 UTC  

Cause then you can determine if its actually clinical after that

2019-01-18 03:29:11 UTC  

i know it's kinda a meme but i always feel 10x better when i have a scheduled time waking up and going to bed and also eating well and exercising

2019-01-18 03:29:19 UTC  

I dont feel better doing that

2019-01-18 03:29:21 UTC  

but obviously it's not gonna help everyone

2019-01-18 03:29:23 UTC  

*puts on jordan peterson mask* Clean your room, put garbage in the can! Stand up tall your a christian man!

2019-01-18 03:29:26 UTC  

I feel better in a clean room

2019-01-18 03:29:27 UTC  

Ive tried for awhile

2019-01-18 03:29:30 UTC  

@Limmat He's got a point