Message from @Turtle

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2019-01-20 04:56:18 UTC  

so not as bad

2019-01-20 04:56:24 UTC  

@soup dad you’ll be aight just chill dude, drink a lot of water and don’t freak out

2019-01-20 04:56:34 UTC  

aye ill be fine

2019-01-20 04:56:37 UTC  

my heart meds work fast

2019-01-20 04:56:39 UTC  

give it 3-4 days before you increase it

2019-01-20 04:56:47 UTC  

yeah im slow about some stuff

2019-01-20 04:56:51 UTC  

anything that might increase my heart rate

2019-01-20 04:56:53 UTC  

im super slow about

2019-01-20 04:57:15 UTC  

i have the next few days off so im calm for once

2019-01-20 04:58:03 UTC  

why are most of ghosts songs fucking terrible

2019-01-20 04:58:31 UTC  

What is the antidepressant?

2019-01-20 04:58:37 UTC  

welburtin

2019-01-20 04:58:49 UTC  

its a pretty minor one

2019-01-20 04:59:12 UTC  

Ah also called bupropion. It is used as a smoking cessation aid also.

2019-01-20 04:59:44 UTC  

i think ill try some new stuff

2019-01-20 04:59:47 UTC  

It is a cathinone which is structurally similar to amphetamines

2019-01-20 04:59:51 UTC  

when i go to the doctor

2019-01-20 04:59:55 UTC  

Okay.

2019-01-20 05:00:07 UTC  

it causes a very slighlty increase in anxiety, but i get a slight decrease in depression

2019-01-20 05:00:31 UTC  

it also has increased libido which... i mean okay

2019-01-20 05:00:42 UTC  

Ah.

2019-01-20 05:00:56 UTC  

they usually make the actual end result a bit harder to achieve

2019-01-20 05:01:08 UTC  

i think that stuff turned me into an angry bastard

2019-01-20 05:01:12 UTC  

zoloft caused me some issues but it worked at first

2019-01-20 05:01:18 UTC  

It was weird that it stopped working

2019-01-20 05:01:19 UTC  

What effects do you want from your antidepressant?

2019-01-20 05:01:23 UTC  

oh no, it was zoloft

2019-01-20 05:01:25 UTC  

I can research for you.

2019-01-20 05:01:30 UTC  

I want have more emotions

2019-01-20 05:01:39 UTC  

welbutrin was the one they wouldn't prescribe

2019-01-20 05:01:41 UTC  

I want to feel less..suicidal

2019-01-20 05:01:48 UTC  

how's your exercise

2019-01-20 05:01:51 UTC  

I normally wake up not wanting to be alive

2019-01-20 05:01:57 UTC  

Gay

2019-01-20 05:02:02 UTC  

I excercise 2-4times a week

2019-01-20 05:02:05 UTC  

it doesnt help really

2019-01-20 05:02:06 UTC  

but i do it anyway

2019-01-20 05:02:08 UTC  

zoloft turned me into a complete asshole

2019-01-20 05:02:10 UTC  

it won't, at first

2019-01-20 05:02:20 UTC  

zoloft made me actually content with life for while

2019-01-20 05:02:24 UTC  

then it just stopped