Mate

Smooth as silk

couple of sugars, wee bit of extra milk mmmm

God I feel disgusting

@THCVee it's fine, i don't need to go to the hospital for observation yet so we're still aight

Only coffee ill drink

mhm...

sachetsa 3 in 1 nescafe

Coffee, tea, got chocolate I don’t care as long as it’s hot and sugary and gives me energy I’m happy

Coats, that's worrying and you talking liuke that doesnt exactly make me not worry

Wrong way to get energy Lorne

@Tea @Mandy yous should try this coffee

I've been a year clean at this point and I'd say that helps but i made it 4 years before that

ew coffee

if coats just disappears for 28 days we know why though, its one of 2 things

LavAzza? Italian?

u aight? @coattailsandbowties

Should I go for a run now, without a shower or one after a shower and have another shower when I’m in?

Not dangerous yet.

seems weird to shower before a run if ur gonna shower after

feel fresh for the run

@coattailsandbowties dangerous mindset to be in mate

My hair is greasy af

smelling fresh for when u jog by the laaadies

If you need to talk always here like

And I dunno where my hat is

nah not about smell its about comfort lol

It's fine. It'll pass in a few days.

oh you are adjusting to new meds right?

Haven't taken them for a while.

and you wonder why you are feeling like this,,,,

jfc...

Never went to pick them up

go and get them and stop being so dumb.

I wasn't on them long enough for them to affect my mood dont you *dare* try to blame me

2 weeks is long enough for the nausea, the insomnia, the lack of appetite and the suicidal thoughts but it is nowhere *near* long enough to raise my mood.

Coats calm down man..

so whats the choice then? wallow in self pity on discord hinting at suicide or doing something.

Anytime I change up meds it takes like 6 weeks for them to affect my mood but other effects always fuck me up before that

Considering I'm actually *feeling* things again after the shitshow that was the zombie bullshit I'm gonna stick with this thanks

Fucking block me if you don't wanna see it