Message from @Nero Black
Discord ID: 660688200821637210
I don't cry, I don't get angry that often, and I'm not supposed too ever feel sorry for myself
Emotions get in the way so I throw them aside. It's why I'm blunt and pretty "rude" sometimes.
but dont feel like you should be the only person who should care about your problems
@Shattered I panic sometimes too, especially when people yell, i look stupid when it happens too. Im six feet tall and heavy and I duck and cover when anyone starts yelling
yelling is completely fine for me
I don't get angry. I get dangerous if I'm angry.
That's not even me trying to be a tough guy. I get dangerous.
I hate that part of me so I lock it up.
i usually dont care enough to get angry
yeah, you shoudnt feel sorry for yourself, it just makes you kinda entitled to things (personal experience) but its okay to know that when things go wrong, it isnt always your fault or problem
i dislike fighting
theres been one situation on this server recently that made me really angry
I'm the opposite. If I get angry, I start enjoying it.
you guys know what i mean
oh okay
And I hate it.
nothing wrong with a little sadism 😛
Because I get too release literally almost 2 decades of absolute rage and repressed emotions.
just dont be unreasonable
Im the same way, I'm pretty fucked up from the abuse but if I get pushed too far I will do something sadistic and I will like it
i tend to be extremely reasonable even when angry
but then towards certain people i cannot be angry
That's the problem with repressing anger.
When it finally comes out
**It's ugly.**
Not me Im a blind rager
been a huge problem with one of my ex gfs
The personality of people who have pent up rage issues, is that you become someone else
she was very abusive and i couldnt fight back at all
i was unable to dislike her
You lose control.
And it can end badly.
You could hurt someone verbally or physically, or end up truly enjoying causing harm in others.
It's a dramatic shift.
A lot of people think that those who say "I don't like getting angry" are just being edgy
But it's actually something that you have to go through too understand.
my best friend saw me get irrationally mad once and he told me my pupils blocked the color in my eyes. he said it was "Pants shittingly scary."
Yeah, that's adrenaline.
i get that so bad @Squeaks
It's why people think I'm an asshole.