Message from @Nero Black

Discord ID: 660688200821637210


2019-12-29 03:35:53 UTC  

I don't cry, I don't get angry that often, and I'm not supposed too ever feel sorry for myself

2019-12-29 03:36:09 UTC  

Emotions get in the way so I throw them aside. It's why I'm blunt and pretty "rude" sometimes.

2019-12-29 03:36:14 UTC  

but dont feel like you should be the only person who should care about your problems

2019-12-29 03:36:34 UTC  

@Squeaks i barely get angry, ever

2019-12-29 03:36:35 UTC  

@Shattered I panic sometimes too, especially when people yell, i look stupid when it happens too. Im six feet tall and heavy and I duck and cover when anyone starts yelling

2019-12-29 03:36:44 UTC  

yelling is completely fine for me

2019-12-29 03:36:44 UTC  

I don't get angry. I get dangerous if I'm angry.

2019-12-29 03:36:50 UTC  

That's not even me trying to be a tough guy. I get dangerous.

2019-12-29 03:37:00 UTC  

I hate that part of me so I lock it up.

2019-12-29 03:37:16 UTC  

i usually dont care enough to get angry

2019-12-29 03:37:20 UTC  

yeah, you shoudnt feel sorry for yourself, it just makes you kinda entitled to things (personal experience) but its okay to know that when things go wrong, it isnt always your fault or problem

2019-12-29 03:37:23 UTC  

i dislike fighting

2019-12-29 03:37:49 UTC  

theres been one situation on this server recently that made me really angry

2019-12-29 03:37:50 UTC  

I'm the opposite. If I get angry, I start enjoying it.

2019-12-29 03:37:56 UTC  

you guys know what i mean

2019-12-29 03:37:57 UTC  

oh okay

2019-12-29 03:37:57 UTC  

And I hate it.

2019-12-29 03:38:11 UTC  

nothing wrong with a little sadism 😛

2019-12-29 03:38:12 UTC  

Because I get too release literally almost 2 decades of absolute rage and repressed emotions.

2019-12-29 03:38:22 UTC  

just dont be unreasonable

2019-12-29 03:39:02 UTC  

Im the same way, I'm pretty fucked up from the abuse but if I get pushed too far I will do something sadistic and I will like it

2019-12-29 03:39:25 UTC  

i tend to be extremely reasonable even when angry

2019-12-29 03:39:44 UTC  

but then towards certain people i cannot be angry

2019-12-29 03:39:45 UTC  

That's the problem with repressing anger.

2019-12-29 03:39:47 UTC  

When it finally comes out

2019-12-29 03:39:49 UTC  

**It's ugly.**

2019-12-29 03:39:53 UTC  

Not me Im a blind rager

2019-12-29 03:39:56 UTC  

been a huge problem with one of my ex gfs

2019-12-29 03:40:03 UTC  

The personality of people who have pent up rage issues, is that you become someone else

2019-12-29 03:40:04 UTC  

she was very abusive and i couldnt fight back at all

2019-12-29 03:40:10 UTC  

i was unable to dislike her

2019-12-29 03:40:10 UTC  

You lose control.

2019-12-29 03:40:14 UTC  

And it can end badly.

2019-12-29 03:40:29 UTC  

You could hurt someone verbally or physically, or end up truly enjoying causing harm in others.

2019-12-29 03:40:33 UTC  

It's a dramatic shift.

2019-12-29 03:41:13 UTC  

A lot of people think that those who say "I don't like getting angry" are just being edgy

2019-12-29 03:41:20 UTC  

But it's actually something that you have to go through too understand.

2019-12-29 03:41:22 UTC  

my best friend saw me get irrationally mad once and he told me my pupils blocked the color in my eyes. he said it was "Pants shittingly scary."

2019-12-29 03:41:45 UTC  

Yeah, that's adrenaline.

2019-12-29 03:41:46 UTC  

i get that so bad @Squeaks

2019-12-29 03:41:53 UTC  

It's why people think I'm an asshole.