im not a crybaby

but... its weird

I try to not feel.

I was taught that I personally am not allowed to ever be upset

Everyone else has it worse.

My job is too listen to someone elses problems, and carry that burden and my own. It's stupid but I can't stop.

i mean, i do get it. it doesn't hurt when my legs hit something anymore

I hear that squeaks

you have no reason to complain so dont try

@Squeaks you sound like my friend oof

I mean

wish i had a higher pain tolerance so i could epilate more areas LOL

My life is pretty shitty

But hey, everyone else matters more

I don't mind it. But at the same time, it leads to unhealthy behavior.

and legit i wanna say is, its okay if you dont wanna be ranty, but ranting in a safe space helps a lot

I don't cry, I don't get angry that often, and I'm not supposed too ever feel sorry for myself

Emotions get in the way so I throw them aside. It's why I'm blunt and pretty "rude" sometimes.

but dont feel like you should be the only person who should care about your problems

@Squeaks i barely get angry, ever

@Shattered I panic sometimes too, especially when people yell, i look stupid when it happens too. Im six feet tall and heavy and I duck and cover when anyone starts yelling

yelling is completely fine for me

I don't get angry. I get dangerous if I'm angry.

That's not even me trying to be a tough guy. I get dangerous.

I hate that part of me so I lock it up.

i usually dont care enough to get angry

yeah, you shoudnt feel sorry for yourself, it just makes you kinda entitled to things (personal experience) but its okay to know that when things go wrong, it isnt always your fault or problem

i dislike fighting

theres been one situation on this server recently that made me really angry

I'm the opposite. If I get angry, I start enjoying it.

you guys know what i mean

oh okay

And I hate it.

nothing wrong with a little sadism 😛

Because I get too release literally almost 2 decades of absolute rage and repressed emotions.

just dont be unreasonable

Im the same way, I'm pretty fucked up from the abuse but if I get pushed too far I will do something sadistic and I will like it

i tend to be extremely reasonable even when angry

but then towards certain people i cannot be angry

That's the problem with repressing anger.

When it finally comes out