Message from @Nero Black
Discord ID: 660688788569325618
nothing wrong with a little sadism 😛
Because I get too release literally almost 2 decades of absolute rage and repressed emotions.
just dont be unreasonable
Im the same way, I'm pretty fucked up from the abuse but if I get pushed too far I will do something sadistic and I will like it
i tend to be extremely reasonable even when angry
but then towards certain people i cannot be angry
That's the problem with repressing anger.
When it finally comes out
**It's ugly.**
Not me Im a blind rager
been a huge problem with one of my ex gfs
The personality of people who have pent up rage issues, is that you become someone else
she was very abusive and i couldnt fight back at all
i was unable to dislike her
You lose control.
And it can end badly.
You could hurt someone verbally or physically, or end up truly enjoying causing harm in others.
It's a dramatic shift.
A lot of people think that those who say "I don't like getting angry" are just being edgy
But it's actually something that you have to go through too understand.
my best friend saw me get irrationally mad once and he told me my pupils blocked the color in my eyes. he said it was "Pants shittingly scary."
Yeah, that's adrenaline.
i get that so bad @Squeaks
It's why people think I'm an asshole.
Because I don't show emotion.
This kid lol
Threw a fit cause I had him get his own water
Then told him it tastes better when you work for it yourself
"you're right it does taste better"
LOL
lol
LOL
that sweet sweet worked for it myself taste
things do taste better on their own effort
Im one of those "but it tastes better when you make it for me" types
Lmao
LMAOOO
I enjoy cooking, and it always tastes better too me.
im gonna do that to my future roommate
my ex loved it when I would ask for a coffee and say that
ooh