Message from @Nero Black

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2019-12-29 03:38:11 UTC  

nothing wrong with a little sadism 😛

2019-12-29 03:38:12 UTC  

Because I get too release literally almost 2 decades of absolute rage and repressed emotions.

2019-12-29 03:38:22 UTC  

just dont be unreasonable

2019-12-29 03:39:02 UTC  

Im the same way, I'm pretty fucked up from the abuse but if I get pushed too far I will do something sadistic and I will like it

2019-12-29 03:39:25 UTC  

i tend to be extremely reasonable even when angry

2019-12-29 03:39:44 UTC  

but then towards certain people i cannot be angry

2019-12-29 03:39:45 UTC  

That's the problem with repressing anger.

2019-12-29 03:39:47 UTC  

When it finally comes out

2019-12-29 03:39:49 UTC  

**It's ugly.**

2019-12-29 03:39:53 UTC  

Not me Im a blind rager

2019-12-29 03:39:56 UTC  

been a huge problem with one of my ex gfs

2019-12-29 03:40:03 UTC  

The personality of people who have pent up rage issues, is that you become someone else

2019-12-29 03:40:04 UTC  

she was very abusive and i couldnt fight back at all

2019-12-29 03:40:10 UTC  

i was unable to dislike her

2019-12-29 03:40:10 UTC  

You lose control.

2019-12-29 03:40:14 UTC  

And it can end badly.

2019-12-29 03:40:29 UTC  

You could hurt someone verbally or physically, or end up truly enjoying causing harm in others.

2019-12-29 03:40:33 UTC  

It's a dramatic shift.

2019-12-29 03:41:13 UTC  

A lot of people think that those who say "I don't like getting angry" are just being edgy

2019-12-29 03:41:20 UTC  

But it's actually something that you have to go through too understand.

2019-12-29 03:41:22 UTC  

my best friend saw me get irrationally mad once and he told me my pupils blocked the color in my eyes. he said it was "Pants shittingly scary."

2019-12-29 03:41:45 UTC  

Yeah, that's adrenaline.

2019-12-29 03:41:46 UTC  

i get that so bad @Squeaks

2019-12-29 03:41:53 UTC  

It's why people think I'm an asshole.

2019-12-29 03:41:56 UTC  

Because I don't show emotion.

2019-12-29 03:42:04 UTC  

This kid lol

2019-12-29 03:42:14 UTC  

Threw a fit cause I had him get his own water

2019-12-29 03:42:24 UTC  

Then told him it tastes better when you work for it yourself

2019-12-29 03:42:33 UTC  

"you're right it does taste better"

2019-12-29 03:42:35 UTC  

LOL

2019-12-29 03:42:42 UTC  

lol

2019-12-29 03:42:54 UTC  

LOL

2019-12-29 03:42:57 UTC  

that sweet sweet worked for it myself taste

2019-12-29 03:43:06 UTC  

things do taste better on their own effort

2019-12-29 03:43:33 UTC  

Im one of those "but it tastes better when you make it for me" types

2019-12-29 03:44:19 UTC  

Lmao

2019-12-29 03:44:19 UTC  

LMAOOO

2019-12-29 03:44:25 UTC  

I enjoy cooking, and it always tastes better too me.

2019-12-29 03:44:31 UTC  

im gonna do that to my future roommate

2019-12-29 03:44:55 UTC  

my ex loved it when I would ask for a coffee and say that

2019-12-29 03:45:04 UTC  

ooh