Also, I'm high risk of jihad oofoofooof

well she aint gonna be happy in one place,,,,she wants to see it all

Jk, miss me with that war shit

I mean, Yer not wrong

I always wanted to low key bagpack the world

The dream has mellowed down thougj

well the world is at your fingertips,,,you are a smart girl,,,stay safe and have fun

But definitely going out of india

Oh

My dream is to get a good night's sleep

Another back up plan I have

In case they decided to interview me for US immigration, I will tell them about me having to have an arranged marriage

And get immunity in india

its easy just avoid places that drop bombs

But then my parents cannot move to us

And I want them to move too

They deserve to be with their own fam

I know how much we hurt because we live borderline alone here

And India isn't like KSA diaspora, people are Hella selfish here

Living alone isn't that bad

It is bad if you are a family person

Which both of my parents arw

Though I feel like my dad low-key is happy he gets to live alone now

Idk

But I know how much mom hurts from all the fam drama she has

Me and my mother have pretty much strayed away from the family

I wish I could love my fam like she does her own

Uh huj

My father's side is dead

Oof

My mother's side is chaos

Oof

Kinda same

I talk to 1 of my cousins and grandparents

Dad's side is chill but manipulative

And that's it

Mom's side is very loyal, but with some drama lately

Everyone else is either dead or not on speaking terms

And all are nutjobs both sides

We got shit ton of extended fam in India

But they low key jealous we are NRIs