Just wow

Okay that is an achievement

I got a B in English, but that was because mental breakdown in high school

That was 10+ years ago tho xD

Before 11th I aced English like anything

Then 2016 happened

Safe to say, I went from golden child to black sheep in one year

Well not exactly

But 2016 solidified it

Is what it is

I was a straight a kid till 10th

Sophomore for the muricans

Then we had to choose electives

And I 'chose' science

And I sucked at everything in science except biology

Lmaooo

Lol

No wonder I want to die

I'm used to coding now

But I really wish I could actually get into arts and coding be like my income job

Ofc later I found out I actually am not as creative as I thought I was

But yeah, a girl could dream

Mmmmmm

Chocolate

Creativity is something you can practice

I mean, true

I can doodle normally now

Not everyone has a natural born talent

And write a bit

But it's like, I should have got into it earlier

I have a friend who gives painting lessons

But I was too busy being a straight a no nonsense kid

Uh huh

There's plenty of people that do that

Stop beating yourself up

You're 18 not 81

But muh favourite pastime/s

I already feel like 82 oof

But yes

I am on my way to stop beating myself up

I stopped beating myself up on how I look