Message from @Scythe

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2020-01-15 23:46:34 UTC  

I never kept a dream diary

2020-01-15 23:46:43 UTC  

But some of them stuck with me

2020-01-15 23:46:47 UTC  

Your dreams are trying to tell you something.

2020-01-15 23:46:56 UTC  

I mean they always do

2020-01-15 23:47:09 UTC  

I choose to ignore my dreams now

2020-01-15 23:47:18 UTC  

Can't handle the symbolism anymore

2020-01-15 23:47:31 UTC  

You're drowning. Not in a literal sense, but under the weight of societal and familial pressures.

2020-01-15 23:47:37 UTC  

Lmaoooo

2020-01-15 23:47:44 UTC  

You don't say

2020-01-15 23:47:51 UTC  

..sorry, I take things in jest

2020-01-15 23:47:54 UTC  

But yes

2020-01-15 23:48:00 UTC  

You are right Hun oof

2020-01-15 23:48:19 UTC  

I had this dream constantly for a whole year that time

2020-01-15 23:48:32 UTC  

Like I will jump into the sea

2020-01-15 23:48:36 UTC  

And try to drown

2020-01-15 23:48:40 UTC  

But always wake up

2020-01-15 23:48:52 UTC  

It's alright. In all fairness, I am usually joking. I hide behind humor to avoid having to face the fact that my life is both worthless and meaningless at the same time.

2020-01-15 23:49:08 UTC  

That's how I realized I need to start lucid dreaming or this will literally make me kill myself

2020-01-15 23:49:16 UTC  

Mood

2020-01-15 23:49:42 UTC  

Now I start being aware of dreams, and I can change them if I'm conscious enough

2020-01-15 23:49:48 UTC  

It's like having movies in your head. Movies that star you!

2020-01-15 23:49:55 UTC  

That is easier for me, since I don't sleep deep

2020-01-15 23:49:58 UTC  

I knowww

2020-01-15 23:50:13 UTC  

I do deep sleep, but rarely

2020-01-15 23:50:34 UTC  

Like when I get really depressed, I deep sleep the whole day and wake up at nught

2020-01-15 23:50:47 UTC  

And my head hurts like a bitch after that

2020-01-15 23:51:01 UTC  

The grog monster.

2020-01-15 23:51:02 UTC  

Are we having existential crises again?

2020-01-15 23:51:07 UTC  

Yeet

2020-01-15 23:51:08 UTC  

Always.

2020-01-15 23:51:24 UTC  

Yeah fuck that

2020-01-15 23:51:30 UTC  

@insanelyvain didn t we establish the fa t that wherever I go there is a crisis of some kind?

2020-01-15 23:51:55 UTC  

Is there a crisis *because* you're there?

2020-01-15 23:51:57 UTC  

Usually existential

2020-01-15 23:52:04 UTC  

@sleepysclmsft woman I will slap some joy into you

2020-01-15 23:52:07 UTC  

In my family, yes @Scythe

2020-01-15 23:52:11 UTC  

Do it

2020-01-15 23:52:23 UTC  

Need it big time

2020-01-15 23:52:40 UTC  

Whatever floats your boat.

2020-01-15 23:52:51 UTC  

My friend actually slapped me when I once went all cranky

2020-01-15 23:52:55 UTC  

It was hilarious