Message from @Scythe

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2020-01-15 23:44:26 UTC  

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2020-01-15 23:44:32 UTC  

So it's easier to get out of it

2020-01-15 23:44:39 UTC  

Protip

2020-01-15 23:44:49 UTC  

Check for clocks around you

2020-01-15 23:44:58 UTC  

I always have a watch on my hand

2020-01-15 23:45:04 UTC  

I don't dream anymore. Or at least, I don't remember them when I wake up.

2020-01-15 23:45:14 UTC  

If my perception of time is blurry, I'm dreaming

2020-01-15 23:45:18 UTC  

Uh huh

2020-01-15 23:45:23 UTC  

It depends for me

2020-01-15 23:45:32 UTC  

I dream a lot

2020-01-15 23:45:43 UTC  

I sometimes lucid dream on purpose

2020-01-15 23:46:00 UTC  

And sometimes I am in too deep in a dream and it scares the shit out of me

2020-01-15 23:46:18 UTC  

Also have this recurring dream of drowning till I wake up

2020-01-15 23:46:25 UTC  

It's weird whatever

2020-01-15 23:46:34 UTC  

I never kept a dream diary

2020-01-15 23:46:43 UTC  

But some of them stuck with me

2020-01-15 23:46:47 UTC  

Your dreams are trying to tell you something.

2020-01-15 23:46:56 UTC  

I mean they always do

2020-01-15 23:47:09 UTC  

I choose to ignore my dreams now

2020-01-15 23:47:18 UTC  

Can't handle the symbolism anymore

2020-01-15 23:47:31 UTC  

You're drowning. Not in a literal sense, but under the weight of societal and familial pressures.

2020-01-15 23:47:37 UTC  

Lmaoooo

2020-01-15 23:47:44 UTC  

You don't say

2020-01-15 23:47:51 UTC  

..sorry, I take things in jest

2020-01-15 23:47:54 UTC  

But yes

2020-01-15 23:48:00 UTC  

You are right Hun oof

2020-01-15 23:48:19 UTC  

I had this dream constantly for a whole year that time

2020-01-15 23:48:32 UTC  

Like I will jump into the sea

2020-01-15 23:48:36 UTC  

And try to drown

2020-01-15 23:48:40 UTC  

But always wake up

2020-01-15 23:48:52 UTC  

It's alright. In all fairness, I am usually joking. I hide behind humor to avoid having to face the fact that my life is both worthless and meaningless at the same time.

2020-01-15 23:49:08 UTC  

That's how I realized I need to start lucid dreaming or this will literally make me kill myself

2020-01-15 23:49:16 UTC  

Mood

2020-01-15 23:49:42 UTC  

Now I start being aware of dreams, and I can change them if I'm conscious enough

2020-01-15 23:49:48 UTC  

It's like having movies in your head. Movies that star you!

2020-01-15 23:49:55 UTC  

That is easier for me, since I don't sleep deep

2020-01-15 23:49:58 UTC  

I knowww

2020-01-15 23:50:13 UTC  

I do deep sleep, but rarely

2020-01-15 23:50:34 UTC  

Like when I get really depressed, I deep sleep the whole day and wake up at nught

2020-01-15 23:50:47 UTC  

And my head hurts like a bitch after that

2020-01-15 23:51:01 UTC  

The grog monster.