Anyway I'm going to do conditioning training especially after last Friday

Tbh at the moment tho most of me could probably be a bit stronger

Could help

Just like 2 or 3

Thank god my boyfriend does mma and taught me a few self defensive moves

Yayyy

I really need to fix my eating habits and try to get more than 4 hours of sleep at a time

Get a mans like that

I'll get me a white knight mistress

And keep tracking how this birth control affects my cycles

Uh huh

I need a job but I'm too scared to even apply for one

How old

I feel you

Why

What kind of job

19 years old

Why are you afraid dude

Regular retail service whatever?

Oof.

Just throw your CV into different stores it's not hard

Part-time jobs

Id say choose food service as a last bet tbh

What kind of job do you want?

And if you're awkward about it, do it online

Look for everything else before food service

@Lao can't do that in america if thats where hes from

I'm good with IT, but only had a high school degree

I'd say do bar service last

Most jobs move to physical interviews

Food service is the easiest place to get a job tho

@Abe Mackenzie just a shot in the dark but if you have social anxiety i implore you to work in the food service industry, be it drive thru or pizza delivery, the difference is night and day

I personally put applications for an online internship, but so far I didn't get any replies

@insanelyvain for a reason

Honestly, you're just going to have to suck it up and apply for one. It's not great but that's how you are going to earn and support your lifestyle.

^

Hah true

You're not gonna get an IT job with only a high school diploma

Bro, IT got really tough market

I know that

Theres people with masters degrees who are unemployed