Message from @Vostroyan Guardsman
Discord ID: 674846486324051978
I sometimes dissociate hard
Me too
You feel out of place
That's rough.
My Brain confused
it just happens. like if you get to thinking and forget where you are
I'm not Oh okay
Allegory term
English is weird
For me, I didn't dissociate bad, but I feel like I'm looking at myself as a narrator
that's totally dissociation.
When I go out and am super nervous, all I can think about is what I'm doing
I feel bad now.
Well, don't you worry Pixie
I just. It's like things happen to me and I don't feel them
sleepy social, I can try to help you get out if you want. you can't live in abuse like that. seriously
Or I feel the wrong thing
Ain't nobody gonna hurt you unless they got a death wish
Like "here we see that sleepy is not listening to anything. Oh, she almost got hit by a car but she doesn't care, she's gonna cross the road. Her mom is screaming but all she can think about is herself"
Often it's anger or emptiness
I'll get em straight
*Im half Joking
@kitten2 dude I'll be fine don't worry
Just 2 more years
Mine is all shit that happened a long time ago for the most part
ok.
Why did the Sleepy cross the road? To get away from her screaming mother?
I tried killing myself a few times to get out
Those people are long out of my life
Oh boy
I realized I wanted to live and got help and got out
@Scythe no, that time I was trying to cross the road with my mom but she was screaming so bad for a fuck up I did. Everyone was staring at me
I decided to just listen to music when I'm around her outside now
It pisses her off more, but atleast I feel grounded
Hm
Hey, Coping mechanism I guess?
just surround yourself with good folks, sleepy
Yep
seriously
@kitten2 I wish I could. But it's okay, I surround myself with good folks online