Message from @Vostroyan Guardsman

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2020-02-06 05:17:08 UTC  

I sometimes dissociate hard

2020-02-06 05:17:17 UTC  

Me too

2020-02-06 05:17:19 UTC  

You feel out of place

2020-02-06 05:17:25 UTC  

That's rough.

2020-02-06 05:17:28 UTC  

My Brain confused

2020-02-06 05:17:30 UTC  

it just happens. like if you get to thinking and forget where you are

2020-02-06 05:17:35 UTC  

I'm not Oh okay

2020-02-06 05:17:39 UTC  

Allegory term

2020-02-06 05:17:42 UTC  

English is weird

2020-02-06 05:17:48 UTC  

For me, I didn't dissociate bad, but I feel like I'm looking at myself as a narrator

2020-02-06 05:18:03 UTC  

that's totally dissociation.

2020-02-06 05:18:06 UTC  

When I go out and am super nervous, all I can think about is what I'm doing

2020-02-06 05:18:13 UTC  

I feel bad now.

2020-02-06 05:18:29 UTC  

Well, don't you worry Pixie

2020-02-06 05:18:40 UTC  

I just. It's like things happen to me and I don't feel them

2020-02-06 05:18:42 UTC  

sleepy social, I can try to help you get out if you want. you can't live in abuse like that. seriously

2020-02-06 05:18:44 UTC  

Or I feel the wrong thing

2020-02-06 05:18:54 UTC  

Ain't nobody gonna hurt you unless they got a death wish

2020-02-06 05:18:58 UTC  

Like "here we see that sleepy is not listening to anything. Oh, she almost got hit by a car but she doesn't care, she's gonna cross the road. Her mom is screaming but all she can think about is herself"

2020-02-06 05:18:58 UTC  

Often it's anger or emptiness

2020-02-06 05:19:00 UTC  

Just PM me name and address

2020-02-06 05:19:06 UTC  

I'll get em straight

2020-02-06 05:19:14 UTC  

*Im half Joking

2020-02-06 05:19:19 UTC  

@kitten2 dude I'll be fine don't worry

2020-02-06 05:19:27 UTC  

Just 2 more years

2020-02-06 05:19:29 UTC  

Mine is all shit that happened a long time ago for the most part

2020-02-06 05:19:30 UTC  

ok.

2020-02-06 05:19:36 UTC  

Why did the Sleepy cross the road? To get away from her screaming mother?

2020-02-06 05:19:45 UTC  

I tried killing myself a few times to get out

2020-02-06 05:19:50 UTC  

Those people are long out of my life

2020-02-06 05:19:53 UTC  

Oh boy

2020-02-06 05:20:10 UTC  

I realized I wanted to live and got help and got out

2020-02-06 05:20:10 UTC  

@Scythe no, that time I was trying to cross the road with my mom but she was screaming so bad for a fuck up I did. Everyone was staring at me

2020-02-06 05:20:27 UTC  

I decided to just listen to music when I'm around her outside now

2020-02-06 05:20:39 UTC  

It pisses her off more, but atleast I feel grounded

2020-02-06 05:20:44 UTC  

Hm

2020-02-06 05:20:52 UTC  

Hey, Coping mechanism I guess?

2020-02-06 05:20:55 UTC  

just surround yourself with good folks, sleepy

2020-02-06 05:20:57 UTC  

Yep

2020-02-06 05:21:03 UTC  

seriously

2020-02-06 05:21:20 UTC  

@kitten2 I wish I could. But it's okay, I surround myself with good folks online