I know

I've seen women beaters here get YEETED

Abuse is... Not just beatings

I know

Abuse is not just beating though

There's mental

It can be much more sinister

Dude

I know

I was just about to say

And sexual abuse in her case as well

Some of them is so implicit and private

I went through therapy before I saw others like Shiloh still in it. It's sad to me to watch folks still with bad symptoms. Like dissociation for example. so bad to have to deal with.

Eh

Like, I'm going through emotional abuse, and I cannot make others IRL believe it, because my abuser is so good in public

Sad indeed

I used to disaccociate at random times. like when crossing a street. it was so hard to learn to manage symptoms

Wait

Oof, dissociation, sad friend

How do you dissociate when crossing a street?

I sometimes dissociate hard

Me too

You feel out of place

That's rough.

My Brain confused

it just happens. like if you get to thinking and forget where you are

I'm not Oh okay

Allegory term

English is weird

For me, I didn't dissociate bad, but I feel like I'm looking at myself as a narrator

that's totally dissociation.

When I go out and am super nervous, all I can think about is what I'm doing

I feel bad now.

Well, don't you worry Pixie

I just. It's like things happen to me and I don't feel them

sleepy social, I can try to help you get out if you want. you can't live in abuse like that. seriously

Or I feel the wrong thing

Ain't nobody gonna hurt you unless they got a death wish

Like "here we see that sleepy is not listening to anything. Oh, she almost got hit by a car but she doesn't care, she's gonna cross the road. Her mom is screaming but all she can think about is herself"

Often it's anger or emptiness

Just PM me name and address