I realized I wanted to live and got help and got out

@Scythe no, that time I was trying to cross the road with my mom but she was screaming so bad for a fuck up I did. Everyone was staring at me

I decided to just listen to music when I'm around her outside now

It pisses her off more, but atleast I feel grounded

Hm

Hey, Coping mechanism I guess?

just surround yourself with good folks, sleepy

Yep

seriously

@kitten2 I wish I could. But it's okay, I surround myself with good folks online

and you aren't alone. there's plenty of folks that support you

Aw

Once you are independent you will be able to surround yourself with good things

^

I can't wait until that happens for you

Yes I know. Even irl I have 5 that care for me

Me too sye

Yesh, college is more toxic than high school

yea. I do recommend therapy though. it's so easy to cycle and not be able to emotionally cope with healthy relationshipd

But a good part is that it ends faster

Pixie states the truth

I am in therapy

I wish I could get therapy

If you are in need of therapy, go get it

That's another story

Though pretty recent

I had mind and thankfully I'm okay

*mine

Good for you my man

my parents never allowed therapy. but get it as am adult

Well it wasn't as severe as yours

@kitten2same

and do online meditatiom

I didn't have as much suicidal tendencies thank God, but I definently felt very fucked up

Omg, meditation and being self aware helps so much

look up dbt. dbt and dbt groups helped me the most

But yeah. Idunno. I am usually quite high functioning. But the past few months I've just sort of. Fell into a pit

Y'know what I'mma just leave this conversation and leave you 3 ladies talking

I had no way out, so I tried suicide

This sounds like some Me Too time

*Me Time