Message from @Vostroyan Guardsman

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2020-02-06 05:19:27 UTC  

Just 2 more years

2020-02-06 05:19:29 UTC  

Mine is all shit that happened a long time ago for the most part

2020-02-06 05:19:30 UTC  

ok.

2020-02-06 05:19:36 UTC  

Why did the Sleepy cross the road? To get away from her screaming mother?

2020-02-06 05:19:45 UTC  

I tried killing myself a few times to get out

2020-02-06 05:19:50 UTC  

Those people are long out of my life

2020-02-06 05:19:53 UTC  

Oh boy

2020-02-06 05:20:10 UTC  

I realized I wanted to live and got help and got out

2020-02-06 05:20:10 UTC  

@Scythe no, that time I was trying to cross the road with my mom but she was screaming so bad for a fuck up I did. Everyone was staring at me

2020-02-06 05:20:27 UTC  

I decided to just listen to music when I'm around her outside now

2020-02-06 05:20:39 UTC  

It pisses her off more, but atleast I feel grounded

2020-02-06 05:20:44 UTC  

Hm

2020-02-06 05:20:52 UTC  

Hey, Coping mechanism I guess?

2020-02-06 05:20:55 UTC  

just surround yourself with good folks, sleepy

2020-02-06 05:20:57 UTC  

Yep

2020-02-06 05:21:03 UTC  

seriously

2020-02-06 05:21:20 UTC  

@kitten2 I wish I could. But it's okay, I surround myself with good folks online

2020-02-06 05:21:23 UTC  

and you aren't alone. there's plenty of folks that support you

2020-02-06 05:21:26 UTC  

Aw

2020-02-06 05:21:40 UTC  

Once you are independent you will be able to surround yourself with good things

2020-02-06 05:21:45 UTC  

^

2020-02-06 05:21:46 UTC  

I can't wait until that happens for you

2020-02-06 05:21:50 UTC  

Yes I know. Even irl I have 5 that care for me

2020-02-06 05:21:57 UTC  

Me too sye

2020-02-06 05:22:23 UTC  

Yesh, college is more toxic than high school

2020-02-06 05:22:24 UTC  

yea. I do recommend therapy though. it's so easy to cycle and not be able to emotionally cope with healthy relationshipd

2020-02-06 05:22:33 UTC  

But a good part is that it ends faster

2020-02-06 05:22:39 UTC  

Pixie states the truth

2020-02-06 05:22:45 UTC  

I am in therapy

2020-02-06 05:22:49 UTC  

I wish I could get therapy

2020-02-06 05:22:50 UTC  

If you are in need of therapy, go get it

2020-02-06 05:22:55 UTC  

That's another story

2020-02-06 05:22:55 UTC  

Though pretty recent

2020-02-06 05:22:58 UTC  

I had mind and thankfully I'm okay

2020-02-06 05:23:02 UTC  

*mine

2020-02-06 05:23:05 UTC  

Good for you my man

2020-02-06 05:23:11 UTC  

my parents never allowed therapy. but get it as am adult

2020-02-06 05:23:14 UTC  

Well it wasn't as severe as yours

2020-02-06 05:23:17 UTC  
2020-02-06 05:23:21 UTC  

and do online meditatiom

2020-02-06 05:23:34 UTC  

I didn't have as much suicidal tendencies thank God, but I definently felt very fucked up