All of my old friends are dead and I have virtually nothing to live for at this point
Aint got anyone who loves me
Aint got any friends
Sadmin living up to his namesake
This just fucking sucks dude.
Sorry bud.
Gotta look inside man. If all you have to live for is external things, look out for #1
@Sadmin aye man don't say that. For all the shit we give you some of us care
I have literally no value for my own life
Sadmin do you want your death to be used to push gun control?
If you had no value for your life, you would have ended yourself a while ago.
So, there's still something there
I've always lived for others, only reason I haven't hung myself yet is cause I'd hate for my mother to find me dead.
That's literally it.
Can't live for others
That's no life
It's all I've ever done
Then maybe you should work on yourself. You gotta live for yourself.
Can't make myself happy so I may as well make other happy.
Gotta agree with Runes here.
Just because it's what you've always done, doesn't mean that it's good or healthy
^
Serious advice - consider talking to a therapist
I've already set up an appointment.
It's tough to get through some of these kinds of things alone.
Good
An impartial sounding board helps
(that isn't a bunch of retards on the internet)
I'm not going to kill myself but goddammit I hate being like this
I hate being alone.
Also, don't bottle up, therapy wont do shit if you don't say what's wrong.
I'm getting my money's worth if I'm going to therapy
A lot of people like to go to therapy and not tell the therapist anything, and then wonder why it's not working
This dude is gonna be hating life by the time I'm done
Cause goddammit I've got some venting to do
They signed up for it
Another quick point about therapy - therapists are different. Just because you picked and started with one, doesn't mean that they may be right for you or your situation. Don't be afraid to try out different ones.
Fuck man, I just need a hug.
Also, the *type* of therapy may not be right
Go hug your mother.
Would if I could my dude.
