Message from @Sadmin

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2018-11-29 18:14:02 UTC  

related

2018-11-29 18:14:08 UTC  

unicorn type 2 ak

2018-11-29 18:24:12 UTC  

I'd still buy one if they imported parts kit builds

2018-11-29 18:35:21 UTC  

@RoflTank I have a game to challenge you with

2018-11-29 19:08:33 UTC  

Can somebody please just shoot me

2018-11-29 19:08:44 UTC  

I don't wanna be alone any more

2018-11-29 19:09:03 UTC  

Cause this is just fucking depressing

2018-11-29 19:10:03 UTC  

All of my old friends are dead and I have virtually nothing to live for at this point

2018-11-29 19:10:17 UTC  

Aint got anyone who loves me

2018-11-29 19:10:34 UTC  

Aint got any friends

2018-11-29 19:10:56 UTC  

Sadmin living up to his namesake

2018-11-29 19:10:57 UTC  

This just fucking sucks dude.

2018-11-29 19:10:58 UTC  

Sorry bud.

2018-11-29 19:11:33 UTC  

Gotta look inside man. If all you have to live for is external things, look out for #1

2018-11-29 19:11:48 UTC  

@Sadmin aye man don't say that. For all the shit we give you some of us care

2018-11-29 19:11:48 UTC  

I have literally no value for my own life

2018-11-29 19:12:06 UTC  

Sadmin do you want your death to be used to push gun control?

2018-11-29 19:12:12 UTC  

If you had no value for your life, you would have ended yourself a while ago.

2018-11-29 19:12:22 UTC  

So, there's still something there

2018-11-29 19:12:31 UTC  

I've always lived for others, only reason I haven't hung myself yet is cause I'd hate for my mother to find me dead.

2018-11-29 19:12:36 UTC  

That's literally it.

2018-11-29 19:12:54 UTC  

Can't live for others

2018-11-29 19:12:58 UTC  

That's no life

2018-11-29 19:13:07 UTC  

It's all I've ever done

2018-11-29 19:13:08 UTC  

Then maybe you should work on yourself. You gotta live for yourself.

2018-11-29 19:13:20 UTC  

Can't make myself happy so I may as well make other happy.

2018-11-29 19:13:21 UTC  

Gotta agree with Runes here.

2018-11-29 19:13:23 UTC  

Just because it's what you've always done, doesn't mean that it's good or healthy

2018-11-29 19:13:28 UTC  

^

2018-11-29 19:14:00 UTC  

Serious advice - consider talking to a therapist

2018-11-29 19:14:16 UTC  

I've already set up an appointment.

2018-11-29 19:14:22 UTC  

It's tough to get through some of these kinds of things alone.

2018-11-29 19:14:23 UTC  

Good

2018-11-29 19:14:36 UTC  

An impartial sounding board helps

2018-11-29 19:14:43 UTC  

(that isn't a bunch of retards on the internet)

2018-11-29 19:14:44 UTC  

I'm not going to kill myself but goddammit I hate being like this

2018-11-29 19:14:53 UTC  

I hate being alone.

2018-11-29 19:14:58 UTC  

Also, don't bottle up, therapy wont do shit if you don't say what's wrong.

2018-11-29 19:15:20 UTC  

I'm getting my money's worth if I'm going to therapy

2018-11-29 19:15:21 UTC  

A lot of people like to go to therapy and not tell the therapist anything, and then wonder why it's not working