Message from @RoflTank

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2018-11-29 19:16:04 UTC  

They signed up for it

2018-11-29 19:16:32 UTC  

Another quick point about therapy - therapists are different. Just because you picked and started with one, doesn't mean that they may be right for you or your situation. Don't be afraid to try out different ones.

2018-11-29 19:16:47 UTC  

Fuck man, I just need a hug.

2018-11-29 19:16:53 UTC  

Also, the *type* of therapy may not be right

2018-11-29 19:17:23 UTC  

Go hug your mother.

2018-11-29 19:17:36 UTC  

Would if I could my dude.

2018-11-29 19:17:59 UTC  

Lately something's been up with me

2018-11-29 19:18:11 UTC  

Fuckin paternal shit is starting to kick in

2018-11-29 19:18:28 UTC  

The fuck old are you? Like 22?

2018-11-29 19:18:33 UTC  

Not having anyone to be with has been getting me way more bummed than usual

2018-11-29 19:18:34 UTC  

Yeah

2018-11-29 19:18:43 UTC  

It's not even a libido thing either

2018-11-29 19:19:08 UTC  

It's a >tfw no family of my own sort of thing

2018-11-29 19:19:10 UTC  

Bruh trust me on this, you CANNOT base your happiness off having a companion.

2018-11-29 19:19:16 UTC  

Aye

2018-11-29 19:19:19 UTC  

I'm aware

2018-11-29 19:19:23 UTC  

It's unhealthy

2018-11-29 19:19:52 UTC  

But I can't help but feel it would be nice to have after what, almost five years of being completely alone and out of the dating game?

2018-11-29 19:20:21 UTC  

When I was with my fiancee for three whole months I was the happiest I've ever been

2018-11-29 19:20:25 UTC  

Then get a dating app. Don't be a fucking weird /k/ommando on it with a joke profile either.

2018-11-29 19:20:46 UTC  

Turns out you're actually alright as a person, we just give you shit.

2018-11-29 19:21:21 UTC  

I hear that a lot, but I find it hard to believe at times.

2018-11-29 19:21:46 UTC  

I just need some time to try and cheer up.

2018-11-29 19:21:57 UTC  

Tried going to the range, didn't even crack a smile

2018-11-29 19:22:04 UTC  

I just feel dead inside.

2018-11-29 19:22:41 UTC  

That's natural, your friend *just* died. It's called mourning.

2018-11-29 19:22:58 UTC  

Layer that on good ol' GDD and it's a shit sandwich.

2018-11-29 19:23:08 UTC  

I've been feeling like this for a while my dude.

2018-11-29 19:23:19 UTC  

Everything I used to like has stopped being fun.

2018-11-29 19:23:47 UTC  

I'm jaded at 22. It feels like I've already had my fill of everything this world has to offer me already.

2018-11-29 19:23:57 UTC  

Literally textbook depression.

2018-11-29 19:24:02 UTC  

Eyup.

2018-11-29 19:24:06 UTC  

Go camping.

2018-11-29 19:24:10 UTC  

You might have to get some happy pills

2018-11-29 19:24:24 UTC  

I've been on the same happy pills for over a decade

2018-11-29 19:24:28 UTC  

Used to work great

2018-11-29 19:24:39 UTC  

Now they just put me to sleep.

2018-11-29 19:24:43 UTC  

Then you need new ones, set up a psychiatry appointment

2018-11-29 19:24:56 UTC  

SNRIs are basically magic compared to whatever shit they put you on a decade ago.

2018-11-29 19:25:30 UTC  

Trileptal and risperadol.

2018-11-29 19:25:42 UTC  

Off the top of my head those are tranqs.