That's a really shocking lack of empathy @Rowan's Fuxedo. I'd expect more from a friend than that - never mind a partner.

Like, sorry U married a nerd that doesnt look like one. Your fault.

@Griffballchamp That is pretty damn frustrating.

Well it's 2020, tell her to take care of it her damn self then. She's an adult.
It's absolutely valid to not know cars though, that shit can get complicated, I only know because I'm learning it now when I was never allowed to touch overly masculine subjects

And yeah like,,,,I tend to attract narcissistic parasites for some fucking reason.

Oh damn, and I just read your earlier post @Rowan's Fuxedo. That's really horrible stuff to happen to anyone.

Yeah. I have no idea how to fix a car, except maybe to change the wheel.

I should have saw it before though. Both her parents are bi-polar. Her dad is bi-polar, a diagnosed narcissist, has severe PTSD and a few years ago I googled some weird shit in his medicine cabinet and turns out they are anti-psychotics. Over the last few years, she has become just like him. Im worried for my future.

Damn, that's a bit of a combo.

Yeah.

Divorce doesn't seem like an option. I make $3000 a month and live in Seattle area where the cheapest studio apartment is $1000-$1200 a month in a place I would'nt let my kids out on the playground.

It's alright. I'll never be great but what I can do is support my little sister so that she can be and succeed where I failed. Where I didn't have guidance and had to learn the hard way..
The only guy here that knows car stuff and he's trans 👀 ~~my tag line is a tranny to fix your tranny...I'll see myself out~~

Yeah I feel that...I don't stigmatize those with mental health issues, but I can't stand people who can't cope with them and let them hurt other people. I try so fucking hard to not let my shit affect other folk and it seems like some of them just don't care.
I'm sorry you're trapped....you deserve love and outside support. You are not expendable, you're a king with your own strengths and reason for existing. You're wonderful 💚

AWWWWW

Thanks! Same to you!

Of course 💚 my DMs are always open to anyone that needs to talk about anything. Trust me, I've heard it *all*

Im soooo not looking forward to tomorrow. I hate Vday.

Vday? Veterans Day?

Oh, Valentine's. Lol

I think I will just get her some flowers, say No thank you to the pity sex, and go jerk off and go to sleep early.

LOL

Ah, well. Sounds like a plan. My SO hates cards, so it's kinda gonna be quiet for me.

Honestly I feel that
I don't want sex to be given to me like it's a reward or a treat for being a Good Boy. I want sex with someone who wants to have sex with me too.
Which is fuckin impossible to find but

Especially since I don't really trust or fall in love easy At All

I'm on the aromantic and asexual spectrums and my sexuality is a big question mark

Sexual trauma definitely makes things different and harder to interpret

That sounds really rough. I kinda thought I was on that spectrum for a while too, but I guess I turned out to kinda gay instead

I can't imagine being in that kind of relationship. I really do hope things turn out better for you in the end.

Thank you 💚 I mean I've been attracted to people regardless of gender but
It feels like with my high sex drive combined with my inability to feel attraction to people without trusting them (which usually means I get horny for fictional characters because that trust component is gone,,haha) is tearing me in two
I just want to be torn into two, a prude and a pervert, and have it be done. I don't want to be a walking contradiction in so many ways anymore

LOL, I just want 1 night with Jessica Rabbit, is that really to much to ask for?

That's a mood..I want to just pick from a catalogue of characters I would fuck and have a field day. It'd be a mighty long list though,,

LOL, anime girls are too skinny for me. I like my women a bit chubby.

Honestly though??? Chubby is so nice. So squishy and perfect

On anyone tbh

xd

*thicc*

@Rowan's Fuxedo Oh? You could be demisexual, I think it's called?

Thicc is so nice,,,,aaaa I just want a thicc cutie to lay on top of me tbh,,,
Yeah~ I'm demisexual

I have been for a while, the label suits me the best

OOOOOF XD

thiccness is nice xD

See I used to have a weighted blanket but it's with the ex roommate that came onto me and got mad when I said no, so he can keep it, idc
I just want to feel soft weight on top of me,,,it's a nice stim for my ADHD ass