I dont know. Just feeling kind of worthless and was....yeah I dont know why im here. I just am.

OK thanks

Sorry for my dumb. What is CSA?

OOF

Sorry

No its ok, we all have our own pain to bear

My emotional pain has starting taking a physical toll on me.

Or the other way around. Im to depressed to cook for myself so its cheeseburgers and milkshakes 24/7. Why do I care if I get fat? My wife pays no attention to me anyways.

I welcome the heart attack it eventually will cause!!! LOLOLOLOL

Hope I drop dead in her cold lap!! HAHA

Right? Im a techie kind of guy, numbers wiz, love electronics. But when I cant fix a whatchamacallit under the hood of her car that I pay for, im not a real man.

Like, sorry U married a nerd that doesnt look like one. Your fault.

I should have saw it before though. Both her parents are bi-polar. Her dad is bi-polar, a diagnosed narcissist, has severe PTSD and a few years ago I googled some weird shit in his medicine cabinet and turns out they are anti-psychotics. Over the last few years, she has become just like him. Im worried for my future.

Yeah.

Divorce doesn't seem like an option. I make $3000 a month and live in Seattle area where the cheapest studio apartment is $1000-$1200 a month in a place I would'nt let my kids out on the playground.

AWWWWW

Thanks! Same to you!

Im soooo not looking forward to tomorrow. I hate Vday.

I think I will just get her some flowers, say No thank you to the pity sex, and go jerk off and go to sleep early.

LOL

LOL, I just want 1 night with Jessica Rabbit, is that really to much to ask for?

LOL, anime girls are too skinny for me. I like my women a bit chubby.