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The fuck does that mean? Is it like some disease that turns you homosexual?
"Anhedonia is a diverse array of deficits in hedonic function, including reduced motivation or ability to experience pleasure"
Ah
Shit
Yes, you're gay now
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Bend over and cough.
Fuck, I think I coughed up my extra chromosome
Anhedonia is also sign of depression ((((:
*dabs in HIV-positive*
You need a confident if you don't have friends
I don't have either
(^,:
I have them, but we rarely talk
Plus most of the friends who I do talk to are, uh, how do I describe it without sounding like I'm running a drug operation, "business friends"
Meaning that we don't get to talk about life and hobbies and God and shit, and only converse when there's something important
They're acquaintances
Do you have friends
Real friends
Yeah, also they're not actual "acquaintances" as I'm not employed anywhere, kek
It's hard to explain
It is someone you know
It is a step below a friend
I guess that describes it well enough
I do have "actual" friends too, just that there isn't that many of them and we rarely get to talk
It's like you are starving
And you say you do have food in the fridge
But it's just that you don't go for a bite.
I still technically do, but there isn't a lot either way
And why should I? Seems pointless to me
Because otherwise you'll get bored
And eventually miserable (^:
I would know
I can't build new relations quickly as I'm a literal autist, but I do keep around all the friends I've made in the past, even if we don't talk often
And I don't really get bored because of that, my mood and the way I see shit changes after a liter and a half of vodka
So does everyone's
Indeed
Then I shouldn't be worried about that; it's not my interactions with the people that make my existence feel meaningless even if it isn't, it's the enviroment and the daily routine
Then spice things up
Shoot up a school
Get a hobby
Play new vidya
Kek