Message from @Some Polish-Hungarian Guy

Discord ID: 602178478992785442


2019-07-20 16:24:51 UTC  

I hate myself a lot

2019-07-20 16:28:21 UTC  

I mostly hate others.

2019-07-20 16:31:43 UTC  

@Some Polish-Hungarian Guy you're a good guy bro

2019-07-20 16:31:51 UTC  

don't tell yourself different

2019-07-20 16:35:35 UTC  

It's not about being good or bad, lol

2019-07-20 16:35:57 UTC  

It's about starving for human warmth

2019-07-20 16:36:15 UTC  

@Deleted User I personally don't believe there are good people

2019-07-20 16:36:21 UTC  

either you're just in a grey area, or just bad

2019-07-20 16:36:58 UTC  

I would say children are good people but I don't consider them to be people to begin with.

2019-07-20 16:37:16 UTC  

Well, atleast they CAN be good.

2019-07-20 16:39:16 UTC  

we aren't meant to live out our lives perfectly

2019-07-20 16:39:35 UTC  

people makes mistakes eventually and some are born with imperfections

2019-07-20 16:40:58 UTC  

That's the thing

2019-07-20 16:41:04 UTC  

I feel nobody at all is perfect.

2019-07-20 16:41:09 UTC  

but you should see every new day as a chance to become a better person

2019-07-20 16:41:11 UTC  

We're all flawed.

2019-07-20 16:41:20 UTC  

and there's nothing wrong with that

2019-07-20 16:41:52 UTC  

I just hate how everyone expects something flawless from people.

2019-07-20 16:42:05 UTC  

Legit, it makes me want to get violent with them.

2019-07-20 16:42:15 UTC  

Violence is fun

2019-07-20 16:42:17 UTC  

Like choke them out or some shit

2019-07-20 16:43:30 UTC  

I also feel like I'm falling apart.

2019-07-20 16:43:32 UTC  

Well kinda

2019-07-20 16:43:45 UTC  

I feel like I'm deteriorating both mentally and physically.

2019-07-20 16:43:55 UTC  

My body has been hurting randomly lately.

2019-07-20 16:44:19 UTC  

I just feel like I'm breaking

2019-07-20 16:45:01 UTC  

i think you're only saying this because of your current situation at the military

2019-07-20 16:45:04 UTC  

you don't like it

2019-07-20 16:45:18 UTC  

and the fact is you have another year and a half left of it

2019-07-20 16:45:45 UTC  

Oh well, even the Mona Lisa is falling apart, what gives.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/602179352041619476/4ad9f6ff2cad50d697f10d201dbb2a85.jpg

2019-07-20 16:45:52 UTC  

right now, you really need to focus on building yourself a good mental backbone

2019-07-20 16:45:55 UTC  

I mean

2019-07-20 16:46:05 UTC  

SheepTeeth said it's cuz of "Battle trauma"

2019-07-20 16:46:06 UTC  

be tough and rough bro

2019-07-20 16:46:14 UTC  

mental part anyway

2019-07-20 16:46:20 UTC  

yeah that can also play a large factor

2019-07-20 16:46:37 UTC  

it's a mix of different things. it's never just One thing

2019-07-20 16:46:43 UTC  

yeah

2019-07-20 16:46:45 UTC  

if only

2019-07-20 16:47:19 UTC  

the best thing you can do right now man, is work on your character

2019-07-20 16:47:50 UTC  

and by that i mean keep yourself busy while you're there. i'm not entirely sure what it is you do over there. maybe we can vc soon and you can tell me