Well one ofnthe reasons

Did a big ass rant in <#556819775645548544> yesterday kek

I used to be really left leaning, until a bunch of shit happened and now I'm a moderate-conservative

*And I own guns now* 👀

*And intend to own a shit ton more guns too* 👀

Used to be a lefty until i started seeing how toxic shit was getting

Some bitch i knew said I'll never know what it's like being oppressed despite possibly having aztec ancestry

Kek

That what got the red pill going

Yeah

I had that too

I had an *extremely white* classmate navy brat who managed to get our western history class to gang up on me and say I wasn't Japanese enough because *she lived there on a navy base*

Oh fuck one of those people

Meanwhile both of my Japanese grandparents fucking *hate*(ed) Americans because they were children during WW2 (my grandma is gone now, but she was evac'd from Tokyo during the napalm raids; grandpa's family lived in Nagasaki when they nuked it)

Holy hell

I also was accused of being a satanist and antisemite despite, y'know ***wanting to reproduce with a jewish man and make more merchants***

Jesus this is bringing back a bit of memories of highschool

*Now* I am a sort of satanist (not levayan or any of that shit; I'm aware it's stupid shit ok) and I am a-hunting for my judenkop

HS is shit

Kids are ridiculously fucking cruel and don't care

A lot of people don't grow beyond HS

I'm honestly glad i chose not to go to college at times because i got so fucking tired over how judgmental people got

Oh god yeah

Our councilors were fucking awful, they pushed and pushed for college to the point that they would look down the option of community college

If they knew that I was washing dishes/working a minimum wage job and not accumulating life-destroying debt, they'd be so angry and would shit talk me

Fuck me reminds me how some teachers would act how if you don't go to college you'll never find a job and you'll struggle all your life. WELL GUESS WHAT YOU FUCKS I WORKED IN AN AUTO SHOP FOR 9 MONTHS WITHOUT GOING TO COLLEGE BITCH

They'd be even *angrier* if they knew that I'm relatively happy where I'm at (asides from the work load kicking my ass and having issues with my lazy coworker, I'm very fucking happy)

I remember talking to someone from school a while ago and they were surprised to hear that i was doing Alright without college

Kinda gave me a bit of hope tbh

Although now I'm struggling to find a job kek

Might apply to one of the positions available at walm if it's still up

People underestimate how valuable jobs like mechanic and autowork actually are lol

They really do

Even simple shit like working a grocery store

Simplest rule of thumb when it comes to jobs: if your making enough to cover the basics (food, gas, bills, etc) you'll do fine

Yeah

Dishwashing *does* suck as a job, and I don't want it to be a life-long career

But at the same time it feels nice to be a part of something bigger

The restaurant pretty much halts and can't function without certain dishes, and we're responsible for things like sanitation

i only like jobs like that if im not working for a chain or corporation. if im working at a smaller independently owned place i always feel better going to work

^^