5-6 year old me was fucking terrified

like the fucker was crawling on the side of the fucking wall on all fours

When I was 4-6, I saw a typical shadow person, but that house we lived in at the time was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuucked

I can quickly scribble the shadow person I saw lol

I had like

some visual hallucinations due to lack of sleep

because insomnia

saw like shadow figures in the corner of my eye

Been seeing stuff like that more frequently

I've had sleep deprivation hallucinations, but they're *always* the same thing, except for one instance

not sure if I mentioned that before, but I don't really sleep well anymore after Afghanistan

I would imagine that you wouldn't, to put it nicely

Like I had enough trouble sleeping enough as it is

but that just further solidifies it

I did book an appointment or whatever with a private therapist

I had a bunk bed as a little kid, despite being an only child lol

I'll be seeing them Saturday

Who would win

Sounds good, hope that goes well for you

fack

a young child, or their imagination

i look up hamster pov

autocorrects to xhamster pov

boof

@SheepTeeth Should I mention that I'm military, or should I just be super vague about work enviornment and such?

my friend described the sleep paralysis he once had as this

@Some Polish-Hungarian Guy I think you should mention military so that the therapist has a better idea of the type of trauma you're going through and if they're unable to help you, might be able to refer you to another therapist

Hopefully they don't tell me to go to a Military therapist

cuz that's gonna fuck me

And also explain that military psych and therapists are shit and that you're not comfortable with them

Give them a good reason

yea

If they're not understanding of your concerns, they're not a good therapist

I wish I could have sleep paralysis where funny animals were just glaring at me lmfao

same

My ex mentioned she had sleep paralysis, and she just saw a bunch of shadow figures towering over her.

I actually drew a short comic about my worst sleep paralysis episode I can post, uuuuuuuh, like 1 page to <#484077238078275585>

Fucking christ

I just noticed my shins are all bruised to hell

yellow, black and blue all over.