I've already flushed 3 years of hard effort down the toilet and i dont wanna do that again.

I understand that feeling, was one i felt repeatedly a while ago. Again i know i can't really say or do anything but best thing i can say is try to be more open about this sort of stuff when you can, sometimes letting all this out like you are right now can help a little

Hope things can get better for you and your gf

Just gotta fuckin survive. Everything else is secondary.

Just hold on if you can. I suggest trying to talk to the more adult members of the server as they'll have a better understanding. Even if they seem childish at times

I'd be stupid to burden them.

Still, the option is there if you need it

if something really does happen like all these fucked up politics i keep seeing more and more, i've got a motorcycle, i've got a sleeping bag and I've got someone to pick up.

Try not too think about the politics too much, trust me it's a really really dark area to go into. You don't need to ignore it. But just try to keep it to a minimum

So how long until pasty finds this, huh? How long until he turns it into a bunch of copypastas with the bot? How long until i pay for this short bout of relief?

Look fam

The feels channel isn't meant for that

It's nit meant to shitpost

It's.nit meant for jokes

It's meant to be open and honest about real life issues

Why do you think i have not said anything?

Because you've seen us shit on people that deserved tobget shit on

But you're nit one of those people

Im turning into it though, I see the signs.

Look

People turn on you so quick.

I know

But so long as you ise the appropriate channels

And don't threaten any of the mods

And try nit to take half the shit in the server seriously

You'll be fine

If you need proof look at tersh pinned comment in this channel

I remember when i read through that the first time

Well he was being serious

Yeah, it sounded to the tune that shitposting went bad in this channel

And now it no longer does

Again, i suggest talking to one ofnthe more adult members if you get a chance

Just ask in PMs if they have time

And if they do ask on how they keep themselves toghether

Alright imma go shower. Hope things get better for you

thanks. I doubt I could convince myself to burden someone else with shit i can just deal with on my own.

Well the options always there. And again it's olay to vent things out

Imma leave things off with this bob ross post

Oof that was right after his wife died

That's the point

Bob ross could have chosen to take a week off of work, but he chose not too