Message from @Sleepy

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2019-09-11 09:08:39 UTC  

When I was in school, sometimes I didn't get picked up until 8 or 9 o'clock at night and school got out at 2

2019-09-11 09:08:55 UTC  

holy shit

2019-09-11 09:09:16 UTC  

Yeah, I usually have some kind of story or scene playing out in my head as I lay down and fall asleep

2019-09-11 09:11:08 UTC  

If I'm having a really, really bad time, I'll listen to Erik Satie or something similar, something orchestratial without singing or lyrics

2019-09-11 09:13:40 UTC  

When I was in school and living with my mom (when she was neglecting me a lot and being very emotionally abusive), I would fall asleep to Satie's Gymnopédies on loop

2019-09-11 09:14:10 UTC  

that was the one I clicked on

2019-09-11 09:14:20 UTC  

I'm an uncultured savage

2019-09-11 09:14:59 UTC  

pretty sure I've heard it in media before, but had no idea who it was

2019-09-11 09:15:58 UTC  

I really loved Camille Saint-Saëns as well

2019-09-11 09:16:48 UTC  

well, that's where that The Faint album title comes from

2019-09-11 09:17:16 UTC  

>lurnin

2019-09-11 09:19:37 UTC  

There's a specific Les Baxter song I listened to when I would walk home alone in the rain when I was in art school

2019-09-11 09:22:49 UTC  

this is a solid mix. Sounds super 60s, as it should, but lot of really modern moments in there too.

2019-09-11 09:22:58 UTC  

especially around that sax

2019-09-11 09:23:11 UTC  

I love Les Baxter's exotica stuff a lot

2019-09-11 09:23:37 UTC  

Whenever I hear that song though, I feel like I should be walking around in the rain and it makes me feel a bit lonely

2019-09-11 09:24:08 UTC  

vocal melody lends itself to that too

2019-09-11 09:27:02 UTC  

music kind of comes and goes for me. When I'm in that phase I binge it like I'm burning through seasons of something. Usually a lot of it trying to focus or maintain a specific mood.

2019-09-11 09:27:41 UTC  

doing a lot of sitting around and thinking

2019-09-11 09:28:27 UTC  

usually when I hit a depressive slump, but I'm stupid and tend to listen to shit that's going to drive me deeper into it.

2019-09-11 09:30:04 UTC  

Really like this act:

2019-09-11 09:33:33 UTC  

If I'm feeling the ``real big bad sad`` I'll listen to Current 93

2019-09-11 09:34:21 UTC  

>innermost light

2019-09-11 09:34:22 UTC  

Specifically I'll listen to "I have a special plan for this world"

2019-09-11 09:34:32 UTC  

two parts in this really reminds me of a couple thing

2019-09-11 09:35:43 UTC  

special plan sounds so much like SP in a lot of spots, less noise though

2019-09-11 09:36:50 UTC  

Special Plan is nihilism at it's peak, that's what I feel

2019-09-11 09:36:56 UTC  

It's awful

2019-09-11 09:38:35 UTC  

I haven't quite gotten to the point of listening to it for awhile, I used to listen to it on a regular basis but now I'm just like ``TRIPLE SIX FIVE FORKED TONGUE``

2019-09-11 09:38:47 UTC  

lol

2019-09-11 09:39:05 UTC  

ever come across these guys:

2019-09-11 13:53:02 UTC  

Tfw today’s my birthday

2019-09-11 13:53:29 UTC  

It’s legal for me to drink shit now, it’s not like I’ve been doing that since I was 17 though

2019-09-11 13:53:34 UTC  

Definitely not

2019-09-11 13:53:53 UTC  

I hate that I was born today

2019-09-11 13:54:00 UTC  

Stupid sandniggers ruined my third birthday

2019-09-11 14:43:47 UTC  

Fuck, that sucks

2019-09-11 14:43:54 UTC  

Happy birthday terrorist baby