Here

teach 'em the hard way

^

I did at first

After that it got annoying trying to gas everyone

With my breath

I was young and stupid

Now i know you're supposed to use a mixture of ammonia and bleach for that in a non-ventilated area

Ammonia and bleach makes Chlorine Gas

Zyklon B is a cyanide based pesticide.

I know, but I'm not gonna be getting Zyklon B ,do you know how suspicious it is?

Right now I'm tryna better myself

Btw about the girl it was quite visible she knew the guy from Facebook, he has some problems and she has diabetes so they were both in hospital on different days and they were most likely texting the whole time since she is a giant weeb (learning Japanese, publicly wearing 'loli' outfits etc.) and he has an anime PFP on Facebook. I've known her for over a month now and I know she would immediately start texting him.

It's just the little things

But yeet

I need to get better with myself

I'm somewhat socially shit

Act like a retard

I already got over the girl though, so I guess I made some progress already<:YaaY:512039594108256257>

After I look at it from a third person we wouldn't really fit together

I grew up in a really free environment (weed and alcohol from 14 etc.)

She grew up with a strict Christian-American-type mom

So our experiences were way different

We had similar hobbies (anime, video games etc.) But because of different reasons

I did because I was a kid with no self control and was addicted to it

Oof.

Her mom wouldn't let her on birthday parties

Now, after not being able to get a PC and shit Dorm WiFi I have turned to taking hikes instead of the normal YouTube spiral

Did you know that this town had really fucking good nature

?

Future staff build incoming from wood I found here

Anyway, it just didn't seem we would fit together

My kind of perfect night with a girl is to go out, have a joint and sleep somewhere in nature, like at the top of a hill after a 4hr hike

She couldn't even imagine that and I wanted to show her the beauty of it

But fuck man, I still kinda like her so at least I'm gonna try to take the couple out and bring them together

Maybe I'll learn something from that

Btw she's not the type of girl to jump on a different on what I've been able to deduct

She's just like REEAAAALLY submissive

Si if you push her into doing something she'll most likely do it happily

Fuck I'm realising things here I wouldn't have

I really needed to get all that shit out of here