They don’t like me either

believe me, it's not worth it. i was in your shoes before

you're a guy right?

Yeah

how old are you?

20

Holy shit dude

ok

You're young.

listen

don't type for a sec

just read out loud what i'm about to say

don't be a pussy

grow some balls. get out there and fucking own your own life

people hate you? fuck em

you can make new friends

don't listen to what these fucks on discord have to tell you

be a fucking man and kill

stop being sad. it's really that simple

i know that you miss her. i miss mine too. but we need to learn to let go

use the pain you have as fuel

CAN YOU DO THAT?

(you can type now btw)

No I’m shit at making friends

YOU'RE NOT FOCUSIN ON THE BIGGER MESSAGE

My social skills are really bad

you gotta get up and stop feeling sorry for yourself man

otherwise you'll just be a lost cause! i'm not trying to hurt you here, i'm telling you what's going to happen

because i've been where you are rn

Yeah, I don’t exactly mind if I’m a lost cause. I don’t care who’s sad. I just can’t find joy in literally anything, I haven’t felt a single bit of dopamine in about a week. I don’t have anything I want to do either, I want to be with her again. She was so, so close to being the perfect woman. I don’t think there’s anybody out there I’ll ever find. I don’t want to go and find somebody else. I just want it to end.

You don’t have to mind either, in the end I’ll be happy to go.

does anything matter to you anymore?

No

Everything is numb

I listen to music to try and make time go faster but it doesn’t work very well

That’s all I do anymore because nothing gives me joy, not even video games, not even playing music. Nothing.

then why do you keep venting out

It’s the only thing that makes me feel slightly better

It’s very slight but it feels relieving

It works more than the alcohol does

It works more than the music