Message from @hel

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2019-02-21 15:51:08 UTC  

yes @hel

2019-02-21 15:51:13 UTC  

honestly i think after like an hour the returns get really diminishing really fast

2019-02-21 15:51:35 UTC  

there is this app that blocks blue light. But just not using any dopamine producing activities in general helps alot

2019-02-21 15:51:50 UTC  

I usually do my stoic diary writing during this period

2019-02-21 15:52:15 UTC  

you practice Stoicism?

2019-02-21 15:52:20 UTC  

*figures*

2019-02-21 15:52:21 UTC  

i kinda do

2019-02-21 15:52:32 UTC  

Yes started a few weeks ago

2019-02-21 15:52:33 UTC  

some of it

2019-02-21 15:52:47 UTC  

recommend reading meditations

2019-02-21 15:52:50 UTC  
2019-02-21 15:53:04 UTC  

are you aware of the practical techniques?

2019-02-21 15:53:12 UTC  

negative visualization, zooming etc

2019-02-21 15:53:32 UTC  

I just do the diary writing techniques. Not the meditation of death and far away perspective

2019-02-21 15:53:51 UTC  

yeah I am aware

2019-02-21 15:53:59 UTC  

Havent gotten to doing them tho 😦

2019-02-21 15:54:02 UTC  

Dear diary, today I wanted to fap to porn but I didn’t do it because reasons. Nailing this self actualization thing.
😄

2019-02-21 15:54:02 UTC  

It's not necessarily "meditating" on death

2019-02-21 15:54:21 UTC  

Just imagining, how life would be if you lost something of great value to you

2019-02-21 15:54:46 UTC  

Yeah I was trying to explain it quickly. But you hit it on the head. Do you practice?

2019-02-21 15:55:16 UTC  

I do it once or twice a week or when my mental state is beginning to fade away

2019-02-21 15:55:30 UTC  

the meditation and the diary writing?

2019-02-21 15:55:59 UTC  

Cause that's alot of stuff. I can barely manage fitting in Wim hof breathing

2019-02-21 15:56:19 UTC  

I dont have much time. So that the reason I want to abstain from porn

2019-02-21 15:57:18 UTC  

Its just so time consuming. From searching for the right video to then opening multiple tabs of that bull and then setting yourself up and then edging for fucking ages..... just not worth it to come to some pixels in the end

2019-02-21 15:57:46 UTC  

True, I wasted most of my youth on porn and video games lol

2019-02-21 15:58:05 UTC  

If you don't mind me asking how old are you?

2019-02-21 15:58:41 UTC  

420 million seconds

2019-02-21 15:58:47 UTC  

thats prolly nowhere near right

2019-02-21 15:59:13 UTC  

that would make me 13 <:lolz:480186121897377792>

2019-02-21 15:59:16 UTC  

thats apparently 1

2019-02-21 15:59:21 UTC  

13

2019-02-21 15:59:34 UTC  

+ 10

2019-02-21 15:59:59 UTC  

holy shit so that's why we liked MLG memes

2019-02-21 16:00:06 UTC  

I'm 19 @Abhi513

2019-02-21 16:00:07 UTC  

wbu?

2019-02-21 16:00:24 UTC  

he said 18 i think

2019-02-21 16:00:32 UTC  

also mlg memes are fucking garbage

2019-02-21 16:00:33 UTC  

oh I was just about to ask whats one piece of advice you would give the younger version of yourself

2019-02-21 16:00:39 UTC  

nothing

2019-02-21 16:00:41 UTC  

you are only 19! XD