=p Shut up, I know it.

Yeah, I'm just being a fuckhead.

I think 7 languages is too ambitious unless you plan to cut each one off at the 'Can barely hold a casual conversation' level. And then when you get to number 7 you realize you forgot most of the first 3.

I also want to become an electrical engineer.

@Kragt My grandfather had pretty much mastered 7 and was working on mandarin when his asshole killed him.

Yeah wives tend to do that.

(He died of colon cancer before I was born.)

Oh... that asshole.

Maybe, but I would question someone who has 'mastered' multiple languages. Chances are 3 of them are italian, french and spanish. If you know one you can learn the others in under a year.

But mandarin, japanese and russian you got to start from scratch each time.

And that takes years.

They were.

He conducted business in the three romance languages and Russian.

He, iirc, was a mechanical engineer and businessman

Especially to develop an ear for tones. >_> Im almost 2 years into mandarin and I am still struggling and will do so for a while. I am also not at the conversational level yet. I can mostly speak in fragments.

*I want to do better!*

He had a better upbringing than you. You are 7ish years behind him in just that you had to waste more time covering the same amount of schooling.
Don't be better than him, be better than yourself last year.

I am assuming you were educated in a public school BTW. The gap is less if you went to a private school.

Most men under the age of 50 have to undergo some period of educational deprogramming, I think.

I know the motivational tricks and where I stand relative to where he stood. I am also confident my goal of surpassing him is readily achievable.

Now, whether I can do that before my grandma dies is another story.

That's why this is a long term goal. Plus, learning Spanish means I can learn about the whole other side of my family that I never really knew.

Seeing that my mom's side is pretty much just cunts.

That also means I need to learn it sooner rather than later. Dammit.

Spanish is easy to pick up

You could also easily pick up French and Italian as well

They all share the exact same rootz

U have a lot of ambition, @Xychotic

I used to be like u

***Jesus fucking Christ why am I so goddamn tired***

But u know

Arrow in the knee and all

@Rhunespire I understand that is a thing. I figure they'll be relatively easy to pick up.

@Revel I lack sufficient discipline and energy. I'm hoping fasting will help me regain that energy like it had in the past.

@batshadow Because you didn’t get enough sleep?

***I slept like 8 hours***

My brother, having achieved that goal, has almost boundless energy.

@Xychotic yeah dude, concentrate on Spanish then move to another you'll see how quickly you pick it up

@batshadow But did you rest or were you just flopped in the bed waiting to get up?

@batshadow Regularly for the last few weeks?

this whole damn week so far I wake up feeling dead