yeah - exactly - i only get my mgtow info from 1 channel

that's hermit's

yeah

I have to keep reminding myself of the realities of the world

even if I myself still don't understand it or believe it

otherwise you get contradicting pov and your tower of knowledge has gaps

ture

yes because u are bombarded with manipulation

other wise I'll end up on the plantation

true

how old r u bat?

18

gonna be 19 in 3 months

nice - i'm 20 - i totally get what you mean

i'm going to mindmap my understanding of mgtow one weekend to solidy hermit's teachings - i want to run on a flow kind of logic

right now it's not perfectly connected

gonna start from the first principles 'don't cohabitate' and 'don't get married' and then build from that

nice

I'm just all over the place

r u still in school?

from the onslaught of being too ahead in school cause the teachers haven't prepared the material

being surrounded by trend followers

i think when you have a week or so is the best time to structure your thoughts

and a little brother that is turning into them

its pretty chaotic

well

not really chaotic

more

mentally taxing

lol yeah - ppl at school make it hard to focus in on mgtow principles

if anything I use it as a way to solidify them lol

dw man - work towards building a future where you can live by your own parameters - that should be more than enough drive to get you through these years

cause I see them and I'm like "Seriously? That's it?"

tell you what I need to vent! had a date today, went well and guess what? afterwards you get hit with the yeah no I don't feel the connection

tell us more

OoF

let it al out

well... simply said, met on a dating site went swimmingly

then we went on a date, bit awkward at first, then we got talking while it still was a bit awkward and all

after parting she even said there'd surely be a second date!

then a few hours later it was like nah I don't feel the connection we had on chat