By the way, Tom Leykis is an idiot

once i talked to a proffessor of mine (psychiatrist) and in the end of the talk i added some woman to elaborate on (like a legit person case with some illness that happenes to be a woman)
He turned to me with really rude look and asked: "you didnt just waste my time right?"
i was like: "?"
he: "is this the 1st time you talk about a woman?"
me: "yes"
he: "good because i am discussing science in correlation to people"

😂 👏

needless to say he is an admirer of nietzsche

Ah.... The god of nihilism...m

as i became after reading his books

not necessarily

The Saint then?

xD

i find great pride in opposing stuff after being good at it (because it gets boring after some time)
being possitive in league per say 😄

or being possitive after all the knowledge about nihilism

sure you get dark, unpleasant and stuff but you end up being the only one doing something nice for someone else (and not all these flashy nice positive people who have the upper hand on you all the time)

I guess I'm the same in relation to the political crazy left

i like all things that are important in life and i never heard of politics

Now, you just made me think in something.... Do you believe in the future?

im surprised that i made it to 22 like something is wrong assuming the way i was raised

i really feel out of place for being alive up to this point like "now what"

i guess its comming and going this future of yours 😄

6 of my schoolmates are already gone

Yish!

i was good friends with 2 of them

felt nothing

Cause of death?

when you are raised like me fighting like a dog on the streets (i have the full set of scars to testify) you dont really expect to make it longer than end of high school and people your age who didnt make it, dont spark emotion, because it feels natural

You know.... I'm starting to believe that that thing of 1rst world and 3rst world is BS

we are all same world but some just exploit others for their cheapness and scarity of resources

conditioning makes it so the rich stay rich and the poor stay poor

You had a pretty nasty raising in the first world, while I did had a good raising here in Brasil

brasil is not 1st world?

Nope

+ we are considered 2nd world but basically 3rd 😄

glad for you but there is the thing

i guarantee im wiser 😄

Great! You've found a way of taking knowledge

all bad things have this good side (killing a lot of people correlates with abundance of resources and living space per say)

i dunno

when you write about it its ez

when the killing actually starts and its real it may be just horrific beyond belief and nothing left in the end

Thats nihilism alright

best we can do is not participate right? but then someone less wise will and kill us and im fine with that

surely not for free but still its not like we become animals to fight some