i am dark

he is not wrong tho

No nexus is right.

Wow.....

I am surrounded by darkness

@shadowlessnexus hmm loved once that don’t help you out of your misery are they even loved once?

Might not allways be emotional pain, either

i wouldnt prevent someone close to me who is sitting there with a nerve disorder that makes them feel pain 24/7. what kind of fucking monster would i be

With loved once i mean people thag care

People that make your problems theirs.

People don't care.

That's an illusion.

pretty much

Good lord

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) right because someone close to you can take away something like that. like a nerve disorder

@Thijs Peters gelukkig kom ik van een plek waar dat niet het geval is

im still alive and im fine... however, id argue it wouldve been better to suicide about 10 years ago. Thats when multiple diseases and disabilities started to manifest. I wont ever have enough pleasure to balance the pleasure/pain balance into the positive

i dont care about being "dark" i care about facts

these are facts

@shadowlessnexus probably not. But he can show you another way. Because there’s always another way

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Dat wil gewoon zeggen dat je nog nooit in een situatie hebt gezeten waar mensen hun ware gezicht laten zien.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) its not his choice. its your choice.

**crucifix motion**

he can make his own choices

and now that im treated, those conditions have bettered, buut all those years in excrutiating pain...

and physical pain for a big portion of it. physical pain thats supposed to be stronger than, say, childbirth. Except 24/7 over years

@Thijs Peters Onzin Thijs. Ik ben inderdaad niet zo ver gezakt dat ik eruit wilde stappen. Maar heb wel talloze keren toen ik wou opgeven geliefde om me heen die me een alternatief lieten zien. Want die zijn er altijd

why should someone have to innately suffer through something because another person who is perfectly fine would miss them? again. nobody chooses to be here or be related to anyone. the one thing we do choose 100 percent of the time. is to bring more people into the world

😐

Alternatief is een leugen.

as long as someone disabled in pain who is to die on his own wants it im just fine with it

you guys better not be saying ahri sucks

shouldve suicided before that episode tbh. Im better now

if someone chooses to fight through and live thats their choice.

not mine

Suicide is not a solution.

Suicide solves literally all the problems.

@Templar it actualy is

Feel bad? Not anymore.

Feel depressed? Not anymore.

feel? not anymore