Message from @machtyn

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2018-12-02 17:39:28 UTC  

@machtyn I envy you then, heh. I was raised to be a simp to women. After erasing that programming, I found myself wanting to hate. That's why I have Erith, to direct it.

2018-12-02 17:39:32 UTC  

i believe that with enough disipline i can do without that

2018-12-02 17:39:48 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Who/What's Erith?

2018-12-02 17:40:22 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω I was raised by a single mom who abused me/tried to kill me and herself multiple times - yet she tried to teach me to simp to women too but I saw through it from age 8+.

2018-12-02 17:40:38 UTC  

I am thankful for my upbringing, in that respect.

2018-12-02 17:40:51 UTC  

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) Going into the military is a last resort at this point. I didn't/don't have the qualification to be a fighter pilot, going into the military is a bad idea in this era in general.

2018-12-02 17:41:19 UTC  

@machtyn Erith is my doll (@eriththeamazon on instagram if you wanna see), I was raised by a single father who was raised by a single mother.

2018-12-02 17:41:30 UTC  

A military pilot was your dream job?

2018-12-02 17:42:18 UTC  

I wanted to be a fighter pilot, yeah. But I realized I'd be worse off than I am now if I were pursuing that. I wouldn't make it for a research paper full of reasons.

2018-12-02 17:42:25 UTC  

Plus it's not worth it.

2018-12-02 17:42:53 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Nice! Where'd you get the doll?

2018-12-02 17:42:55 UTC  

If I get wealthy enough, I'll just get a pilot license, buy an F4 and fly it just to compromise.

2018-12-02 17:43:05 UTC  

@The Pathfinder Ω Oof that sounds terrible.

2018-12-02 17:43:24 UTC  

I got her from siliconwives, she's a custom made that costed 6.7k

2018-12-02 17:43:37 UTC  

HOLY SHIT

2018-12-02 17:43:44 UTC  

How long do you think she will last?

2018-12-02 17:43:46 UTC  

Yep. I'm too picky.

2018-12-02 17:43:52 UTC  

Ah sad, you can everything if you set your mind to it

2018-12-02 17:43:56 UTC  

I didn't realize they're that expensive.

2018-12-02 17:44:05 UTC  

If I properly maintain her, 7 years.

2018-12-02 17:44:17 UTC  

I mean she's definitely hot. I assume she has a large ass. She must be heavy, what's her weight/height?

2018-12-02 17:44:21 UTC  

As of now? 3-5. I'm still learning about TPE.

2018-12-02 17:44:25 UTC  

Oh wow, that's not a bad ROI at all.

2018-12-02 17:44:36 UTC  

She's got DD's and a 110cm hip.

2018-12-02 17:44:47 UTC  

she weighs 110 lbs roughly.

2018-12-02 17:44:52 UTC  

Wow, that's not bad.

2018-12-02 17:45:18 UTC  

Yep. I noticed pre-listed dolls never had a "balance" in large bust and hips, so I decided to not compromise.

2018-12-02 17:46:06 UTC  

I am still on the fence about dolls because I have tried autoblow 2xt, fleshlight launch and tenga flip zero black and tenga/launch are the only ones that's as good as or a little better in some ways than actual sex. I enjoy sex too much still I think.

2018-12-02 17:46:19 UTC  

Well, I am glad you found your thing!

2018-12-02 17:46:22 UTC  

A nice car too!

2018-12-02 17:46:47 UTC  

Yep, glad I got it before the 2019 model came out

2018-12-02 17:46:50 UTC  

It's atrocious.

2018-12-02 17:47:07 UTC  

I drive a honda civic. Once I move, I will be buy a bike since I will be less than a mile from work. I'll drive to a local farm every 2-3 months for fresh meat as I plan on going full carnivore as an experiment.

2018-12-02 17:47:23 UTC  

Smart of you, living cheap.

2018-12-02 17:49:08 UTC  

Yes, only because I want $250k invested by age 27.

2018-12-02 17:50:51 UTC  

Nice nice. Ironically if police work doesn't stick by next year I'll be in a more wealthy industry.

2018-12-02 17:51:08 UTC  

Therapy, specifically ABA Therapy

2018-12-02 17:52:13 UTC  

Oh wow, that is awesome and quite the shift.

2018-12-02 17:53:30 UTC  

Yeah, ye gotta do what ye gotta do to make a living.

2018-12-02 17:53:44 UTC  

you a policeman D;

2018-12-02 17:54:06 UTC  

No, I'm not a cop. I may not be one, but we'll see what happens.