Nah not really

Im just happy ive finally achieved lucidity

I can somewhat control it now

The best way to describe it is like looking through a doorhole that keeps moving away from you

doorhole

Whatever the shits called

like the whole door or the keyhole

Nah the thing u look out so see whos knocking on the door

peephole

Yes

It started out as a nightmare but not really

shame u didnt get the pussy

Me and my cousin were watching a horror movie in my room and it was an anthology type movie

rip

I know i shouldve went straight for the puss but those titties looked so good

were they big

Yes she was so thick she had like flaps

Not fat just really juicy

i feel bad

But towards the 3rd scene of the movie it was about some guy explaining how he died

u didnt get that lucid puss

Lit, I have not gone lucid yet since writing everything down

Not fully lucid

I have but woke up immediately

And throughout it keeps cutting to him in a hospital bed screaming with his body all cut up

reminds me of the end of jojo part 5

where the villian is stuck in a death loop

Plot twist it turns out that the hospital was actually the reason he looked all fucked up and at the end it shows the hospital removing his face skin and replacing it with other skin

It showed his skull and face meat and he was screaming

one of the loops is on a table and he gets his liver pulled out

What do you mean lucidity is like looking through a door hole?

It was so gruesome I told my cousin "yo lets go outside this movie is honna give me bad vibes"

peephole

Okay so like

You have to look through the peephole to see everything in the lucid state

But sometimes it goes out of focus and you move away from it, thats your conciousness all around you

It's hard to explain through text

I haven’t even been able to see clearly in my lucid state ever, everything always has dream fog

But I’ve also never been FULLY lucid

cant sex dreams also be achieved without being lucid or whatever

Like whenever I go fully lucid the first thing I try to do is ground myself by picking out details and rubbing my hands together but I always wake up. I think the closet I got was viewing some trees and grass and it actually sounded like I was outside a little clear