Message from @Miskyoko

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2019-09-03 04:53:59 UTC  

Both are bad

2019-09-03 04:54:01 UTC  

I went to get my bike repaired and the guy just did the repair without telling me how much it would cost first and getting my approval.

2019-09-03 04:54:09 UTC  

Yeah that's bs

2019-09-03 04:54:14 UTC  

That's just normal out here.

2019-09-03 04:54:20 UTC  

People are willing to pay that kind of thing.

2019-09-03 04:54:27 UTC  

I always ask people if they'd like to hear our room rates before making a reservation

2019-09-03 04:54:43 UTC  

Brb gotta close the pool

2019-09-03 04:54:53 UTC  

I mean, it's true that I was going to pay for the repair regardless. But I would've liked to know what it would cost first.

2019-09-03 04:55:30 UTC  

Maybe they assumed that as a bike owner I must have enough money for a minor repair.

2019-09-03 04:56:00 UTC  

man, i literally went from spending every hour of the day outside exercising, to spending every hour inside playing video games in literally no time at all

2019-09-03 04:56:10 UTC  

My transition was the opposite.

2019-09-03 04:56:11 UTC  

like no transition, just stopped going outside lmaoo

2019-09-03 04:56:38 UTC  

When I got really depressed a couple years ago I started going on like 6 hour walks until 4AM in the winter.

2019-09-03 04:56:58 UTC  

During the day I'd lay on my bedroom floor and stare at the ceiling.

2019-09-03 04:57:48 UTC  

i used to go for pretty long walks late into the night myself, a few years ago. but now i have no one to go on walks with, so i just dont really want to go by myself

2019-09-03 04:58:05 UTC  

Yeah. I always wished I had someone to go with.

2019-09-03 04:58:15 UTC  

I got really lonely on those walks and my mind took me to very dark places.

2019-09-03 04:58:28 UTC  

That's why they were so long.

2019-09-03 04:58:50 UTC  

I would get so lost in my thoughts, next thing I know I'm a town over with no recollection of how I got there.

2019-09-03 04:59:29 UTC  

When I started biking it got even worse. I could find myself 30 miles away from home or more with no plan to get back.

2019-09-03 05:00:18 UTC  

Even this week I went on three 65-mile bike rides. One every day for 3 days. The route included over 2000ft of elevation changes and on the last one I was just numb to the pain.

2019-09-03 05:00:59 UTC  

For me, exercise has lost its purpose as a way to invigorate myself and reconnect with nature. It's now just another type of escapism.

2019-09-03 05:02:02 UTC  

i actually do miss going outside. i miss living on the farm, and going outside into the woods, biking to the river. even the walks in the city were fun when i had someone to go with. all i do now, every day, all day long, is play video games. at least i started sitting in the living room so i actually get some sunlight, since my basement is windowless and dimly lit

2019-09-03 05:02:52 UTC  

If it's not too personal, what city do you live in now?

2019-09-03 05:03:31 UTC  

saskatoon

2019-09-03 05:03:34 UTC  

canada

2019-09-03 05:03:56 UTC  

Yeah, I know where Saskatoon is. That's in Saskatchewan, right?

2019-09-03 05:04:56 UTC  

I live a few miles outside Seattle, myself.

2019-09-03 05:05:12 UTC  

I used to live in the American midwest and Seattle is like another country to me.

2019-09-03 05:11:23 UTC  

ah. well its not like i permanently lived on the farm, i was still technically a city kid. i just spent any time not in school there. but thats still the part of my childhood i remember the most. in fact ive nearly completely forgotten most other parts of my childhood. not like memory was ever my strong point though

2019-09-03 05:22:01 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/618314737062510592/28377675_1604734816281488_8425704552454333317_n.jpg

2019-09-03 05:22:06 UTC  

look at this dumbass, lmao

2019-09-03 05:23:43 UTC  

Animals are smarter than people

2019-09-03 05:23:56 UTC  

Should I do a face reveal <:Thonk:512151852955992064>

2019-09-03 05:23:58 UTC  

<:VaultLol:512148714521886730>

2019-09-03 05:25:05 UTC  

ive already seen your face, you just dont know it <:caf:606337740803407880>

2019-09-03 05:48:22 UTC  

What's my real name then, hippidy hopper?

2019-09-03 05:49:22 UTC  

Gaylord

2019-09-03 06:00:32 UTC  

Smol Peen

2019-09-03 06:00:49 UTC  

oops didnt mean to give your last name out like that bud

2019-09-03 06:22:02 UTC  

My last name is focker