I giant size used to be 340 when power lifting, but haz been cutting, want to live long

280 now

I was thinking of stopping at 170 and then bulking, but I think I will probably still look terrible at that weight

May as well just run it all the way down and then start from a blank slate

Lifting to death was not my plan

I brought a 25-pound dumbbell to my cubicle at work and made it one of my autistic desk toys. easy

also, just do squats. that's about the level of self-care I manage most of the time

Bad knees prevented comp,so I decided cut and liive better

ah, sorry to hear that

If I can find my snow queen, it's all great

Based

We're all questing

In this here chat

questing

for cum

For gfs

Some of u are question for cums and it shows

i didn't find a gf

i found a wife

@Shae

I'm technically somehow with a higher-status female who I orbited prior, but the relationship is fucked up for reasons. don't even know what to make of it because she specifically comes around when horny, sending mixed messages.

same

I pathologically act like it's shit testing because part of me doesn't want to leave... and it turns out I keep passing shit tests, but everything's pretty fucked.

but minus the orbiting. i kinda just met them randomly

I was in an online community with this person for a long time, then started talking to them a lot while NEET. things got fucked up for genuine health reasons, but that's been ongoing for some time now.

🆙 | **lens leveled up!**

Not gay, but would peg
@Eris

she makes it worse with bipolar shit-testy behavior much of the time, and I was never the most functional to begin with. SHAME, because the prospect was incredibly nice for a time.

I've dropped that I'm basically a third positionist and think the mainstream left is hijacked by international finance before. I might just start shoah questioning and see if she leaves over it. if not, well...

uwu

Lol

@lens rape her

^

rape rape rape rape rape

this is a pro-rape discord

Um

that is quite literally what she wants

see also every woman

It's an LDR and she's in and out of hospitals all the time and shit. like, there isn't even opportunity to go gorilla mindset

no it isn't