Message from @lens

Discord ID: 659943726474461195


2019-12-27 02:10:16 UTC  

The b u l k

2019-12-27 02:10:49 UTC  

bulk up

2019-12-27 02:10:52 UTC  

your ass cheeks

2019-12-27 02:10:56 UTC  

<:3woke:509599430173786113>

2019-12-27 02:12:12 UTC  

@ガブリエル・チャン @Loaf of Heresy @Loaf of Heresy inch taller target is 240, 215 was my starvation wrestling weight

2019-12-27 02:12:33 UTC  

big chonk

2019-12-27 02:12:42 UTC  

im at 150

2019-12-27 02:12:50 UTC  

lower than that actually

2019-12-27 02:13:35 UTC  

I'm 5'11

2019-12-27 02:13:35 UTC  

no you're not. Stop lying, fag.

2019-12-27 02:13:37 UTC  

It's over

2019-12-27 02:14:11 UTC  

2019-12-27 02:14:59 UTC  

I giant size used to be 340 when power lifting, but haz been cutting, want to live long

2019-12-27 02:15:46 UTC  

280 now

2019-12-27 02:16:04 UTC  

I was thinking of stopping at 170 and then bulking, but I think I will probably still look terrible at that weight

2019-12-27 02:16:20 UTC  

May as well just run it all the way down and then start from a blank slate

2019-12-27 02:17:26 UTC  

Lifting to death was not my plan

2019-12-27 02:18:22 UTC  

I brought a 25-pound dumbbell to my cubicle at work and made it one of my autistic desk toys. easy

2019-12-27 02:19:49 UTC  

also, just do squats. that's about the level of self-care I manage most of the time

2019-12-27 02:20:30 UTC  

Bad knees prevented comp,so I decided cut and liive better

2019-12-27 02:20:45 UTC  

ah, sorry to hear that

2019-12-27 02:22:35 UTC  

If I can find my snow queen, it's all great

2019-12-27 02:23:33 UTC  

Based

2019-12-27 02:23:50 UTC  

We're all questing

2019-12-27 02:23:53 UTC  

In this here chat

2019-12-27 02:25:04 UTC  

questing

2019-12-27 02:25:06 UTC  

for cum

2019-12-27 02:25:10 UTC  

For gfs

2019-12-27 02:25:19 UTC  

Some of u are question for cums and it shows

2019-12-27 02:26:47 UTC  

i didn't find a gf

2019-12-27 02:26:50 UTC  

i found a wife

2019-12-27 02:26:51 UTC  
2019-12-27 02:27:06 UTC  

I'm technically somehow with a higher-status female who I orbited prior, but the relationship is fucked up for reasons. don't even know what to make of it because she specifically comes around when horny, sending mixed messages.

2019-12-27 02:27:36 UTC  

same

2019-12-27 02:27:45 UTC  

I pathologically act like it's shit testing because part of me doesn't want to leave... and it turns out I keep passing shit tests, but everything's pretty fucked.

2019-12-27 02:28:05 UTC  

but minus the orbiting. i kinda just met them randomly

2019-12-27 02:29:17 UTC  

I was in an online community with this person for a long time, then started talking to them a lot while NEET. things got fucked up for genuine health reasons, but that's been ongoing for some time now.

2019-12-27 02:29:18 UTC  

🆙 | **lens leveled up!**

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/489003669493121031/659945875128188999/levelUp.png

2019-12-27 02:30:34 UTC  

Not gay, but would peg
@Eris

2019-12-27 02:31:02 UTC  

she makes it worse with bipolar shit-testy behavior much of the time, and I was never the most functional to begin with. SHAME, because the prospect was incredibly nice for a time.

2019-12-27 02:35:22 UTC  

I've dropped that I'm basically a third positionist and think the mainstream left is hijacked by international finance before. I might just start shoah questioning and see if she leaves over it. if not, well...