Message from @R!
Discord ID: 659944836073390110
lower than that actually
I'm 5'11
no you're not. Stop lying, fag.
It's over
I giant size used to be 340 when power lifting, but haz been cutting, want to live long
280 now
I was thinking of stopping at 170 and then bulking, but I think I will probably still look terrible at that weight
May as well just run it all the way down and then start from a blank slate
Lifting to death was not my plan
I brought a 25-pound dumbbell to my cubicle at work and made it one of my autistic desk toys. easy
also, just do squats. that's about the level of self-care I manage most of the time
Bad knees prevented comp,so I decided cut and liive better
ah, sorry to hear that
If I can find my snow queen, it's all great
Based
We're all questing
In this here chat
questing
for cum
Some of u are question for cums and it shows
i didn't find a gf
i found a wife
I'm technically somehow with a higher-status female who I orbited prior, but the relationship is fucked up for reasons. don't even know what to make of it because she specifically comes around when horny, sending mixed messages.
same
I pathologically act like it's shit testing because part of me doesn't want to leave... and it turns out I keep passing shit tests, but everything's pretty fucked.
but minus the orbiting. i kinda just met them randomly
I was in an online community with this person for a long time, then started talking to them a lot while NEET. things got fucked up for genuine health reasons, but that's been ongoing for some time now.
🆙 | **lens leveled up!**
she makes it worse with bipolar shit-testy behavior much of the time, and I was never the most functional to begin with. SHAME, because the prospect was incredibly nice for a time.
I've dropped that I'm basically a third positionist and think the mainstream left is hijacked by international finance before. I might just start shoah questioning and see if she leaves over it. if not, well...
uwu
Lol
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