Message from @Le Meme man
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now we’re so fixated on feeling as little stress as possible
That
I’m probably dead
I haven’t actually seen the clown that hides from dead people 💀
that's alright, sometimes you just have to live as a skeleton
sometimes it's just stuck in the skeleton days
I seem to have gotten pretty **rattled** over some funny leaf
we are all degenerate in some way @Le Meme man
dont feel guilty
That’s kinda weird logic, but most people do smoke weed
As far as I can tell
I tried it with a friend a few weeks ago and i think it mightve helped my crippling ocd
if you want to smoke weed then smoke it
I mean i was gonna anyway
I just wanted to know if the coast was clear to talk about it here tbh
just keep aware every day use will ruin u
if you must smoke everyday
then make it past a certain time at night
I cant afford that anyway
I got 2 gram nugget things for 20 bucks
I’m not saying it’s a “gateway drug”, but it is the beginning of common drug use for a lot of people
it can help you look at yourself under a magnifying glass, when i smoke for the first time in a week or do ill get rly "paranoid"
can be helpful if u let it
Does it just make you think a different way about yourself?
I know it depends on the person, but what’s your experience with it?
yeah like, puts you in a place where you can view past experiences in a way that would be otherwise blind to you
What’s an example?
and while its not healthy to lose your mind over what could have been done differently or being embarrassed in yourself its good to have that intense sort of self reflection every now and then
you usually jump to big event in your life and over analyze or big decisions etc
how you spend your days, girls, shit like that
So you just
**think about how you’re spending your existence** with the assistance of some chemical
i could be like that
ye this is only when u get paranoid as well
weed just makes me high
after a few smokes i just go to sedation mode no anxiety
after a day or so of starting to smoke again
getting back into it i just get hit with that wave of over thought
if im depressed or something before hand
it helps me detach from it i guess