Message from @laal

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2018-04-16 02:00:55 UTC  

we are all degenerate in some way @Le Meme man

2018-04-16 02:01:03 UTC  

dont feel guilty

2018-04-16 02:02:09 UTC  

That’s kinda weird logic, but most people do smoke weed

2018-04-16 02:02:18 UTC  

As far as I can tell

2018-04-16 02:03:09 UTC  

I tried it with a friend a few weeks ago and i think it mightve helped my crippling ocd

2018-04-16 02:04:46 UTC  

if you want to smoke weed then smoke it

2018-04-16 02:05:04 UTC  

I mean i was gonna anyway

2018-04-16 02:05:34 UTC  

I just wanted to know if the coast was clear to talk about it here tbh

2018-04-16 02:05:43 UTC  

just keep aware every day use will ruin u

2018-04-16 02:05:49 UTC  

if you must smoke everyday

2018-04-16 02:05:56 UTC  

then make it past a certain time at night

2018-04-16 02:06:06 UTC  

I cant afford that anyway

2018-04-16 02:06:32 UTC  

I got 2 gram nugget things for 20 bucks

2018-04-16 02:06:52 UTC  

That'll last maybe 5 times(rough guess)

2018-04-16 02:06:56 UTC  

I’m not saying it’s a “gateway drug”, but it is the beginning of common drug use for a lot of people

2018-04-16 02:07:13 UTC  

it can help you look at yourself under a magnifying glass, when i smoke for the first time in a week or do ill get rly "paranoid"

2018-04-16 02:07:31 UTC  

can be helpful if u let it

2018-04-16 02:07:53 UTC  

Does it just make you think a different way about yourself?

2018-04-16 02:08:07 UTC  

I know it depends on the person, but what’s your experience with it?

2018-04-16 02:08:24 UTC  

yeah like, puts you in a place where you can view past experiences in a way that would be otherwise blind to you

2018-04-16 02:08:47 UTC  

What’s an example?

2018-04-16 02:09:17 UTC  

and while its not healthy to lose your mind over what could have been done differently or being embarrassed in yourself its good to have that intense sort of self reflection every now and then

2018-04-16 02:10:06 UTC  

you usually jump to big event in your life and over analyze or big decisions etc

2018-04-16 02:10:19 UTC  

how you spend your days, girls, shit like that

2018-04-16 02:10:19 UTC  

So you just

2018-04-16 02:10:52 UTC  

**think about how you’re spending your existence** with the assistance of some chemical

2018-04-16 02:11:04 UTC  

i could be like that

2018-04-16 02:11:12 UTC  

ye this is only when u get paranoid as well

2018-04-16 02:11:24 UTC  

weed just makes me high

2018-04-16 02:11:28 UTC  

after a few smokes i just go to sedation mode no anxiety

2018-04-16 02:11:40 UTC  

after a day or so of starting to smoke again

2018-04-16 02:11:59 UTC  

getting back into it i just get hit with that wave of over thought

2018-04-16 02:12:12 UTC  

if im depressed or something before hand

2018-04-16 02:12:21 UTC  

it helps me detach from it i guess

2018-04-16 02:12:50 UTC  

if u arent autistic and dont think about anxiety like i have come to think about it ur just gonna freak out and be uncomfortable and stressed

2018-04-16 02:19:22 UTC  

Y'all wanna see JFK's corpse?

2018-04-16 02:19:54 UTC  

YES

2018-04-16 02:20:44 UTC  

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2018-04-16 02:28:05 UTC  

weed

2018-04-16 02:28:08 UTC  

degenerate

2018-04-16 02:28:11 UTC  

alcohol