Message from @MountainMan

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2018-11-03 20:22:51 UTC  

@MountainMan tl;dr Showing emotions is not the same as feeling them

2018-11-03 20:23:20 UTC  

I'm not sure how I even handle emotions. At most I feel like I hold everything back when I don't need to

2018-11-03 20:23:30 UTC  

everyone feels emotion. but sometimes people who need help arent given that help.

2018-11-03 20:23:34 UTC  

my emotions are fucked

2018-11-03 20:23:40 UTC  

theres a reason why men around 30-40 commit so much suicide.

2018-11-03 20:23:59 UTC  

people feel like shitzu

2018-11-03 20:24:21 UTC  

they feel like shittake mushrooms

2018-11-03 20:24:30 UTC  

<:GWcmeisterPeepoHug:403295305132408832>

2018-11-03 20:24:32 UTC  

I weep at watching a projection of Mickey mouse controlling the flow of water, but I couldn't give two shits about the plight of man

2018-11-03 20:24:35 UTC  

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2018-11-03 20:24:55 UTC  

free hugs here <:GWcmeisterPeepoHug:403295305132408832>

2018-11-03 20:25:09 UTC  

I'm good at handling emotion. I've had a bit of a desensetization problem tho.

2018-11-03 20:25:18 UTC  

same

2018-11-03 20:25:35 UTC  

So I'm not sure if I'm good, or if I just physically can't feel too sad. <:GWfroggyPepoThink:400751114221256705>

2018-11-03 20:25:46 UTC  

I dont remember what my doc said

2018-11-03 20:25:48 UTC  

tbh i'm more upset when i see an animal being hurt

2018-11-03 20:25:50 UTC  

than a human

2018-11-03 20:25:53 UTC  

<:GWcmeisterPeepoShrug:403295315685539852>

2018-11-03 20:25:56 UTC  

thanks hollywood

2018-11-03 20:26:03 UTC  

I cri wen bionicle man ded

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/372507611284766722/508376336948265014/latest.png

2018-11-03 20:26:06 UTC  

Naaa. I dont really care.

2018-11-03 20:26:11 UTC  

Humans mean more to me than animals.

2018-11-03 20:26:20 UTC  
2018-11-03 20:26:32 UTC  

I regret holding back at my grandma's funeral

2018-11-03 20:26:49 UTC  

I didn't even attend my grandma's funeral

2018-11-03 20:26:53 UTC  

oh

2018-11-03 20:26:56 UTC  

Why?

2018-11-03 20:26:57 UTC  

i just worked

2018-11-03 20:26:59 UTC  

fug

2018-11-03 20:27:05 UTC  

i'll start caring about humans when they start caring about me <:GWcmeisterPeepoShrug:403295315685539852>

2018-11-03 20:27:15 UTC  

Yeah understandable. Most guys do that. It's not healthy tho fam.

2018-11-03 20:27:21 UTC  

I would too

2018-11-03 20:27:29 UTC  

I care about anyone

2018-11-03 20:27:33 UTC  

^

2018-11-03 20:27:34 UTC  

Men go to the bar with friends to talk about issues

2018-11-03 20:27:40 UTC  

the thing I thought mostly was

2018-11-03 20:27:49 UTC  

you're forgetting that people don't really have friends anymore when they're adult.

2018-11-03 20:27:50 UTC  

"where is your god now?"

2018-11-03 20:27:57 UTC  

they might have that guy they go bowling with.

2018-11-03 20:28:16 UTC  

but not that guy they activally talk their problems with.

2018-11-03 20:28:19 UTC  

if god truly gave a shit about you