Message from @Cirno
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Sucks. I wanted to join the Air Force since I was in kindergarten and my mother tried to dissuade me all my life.
When I was 16 or 17 I asked my psychiatrist, a retired AF Colonel. My mom said they woukdn't take me and I wanted to prove her wrong. The doctor told me they won't. I cried for days. Was literally my dream. Mother says she felt so heartbroken, Id never been so sad. I even held out hope and took the ASVAB, scored really high, and all branches were calling me day and night. One came to the house. Then all said no.
So it feels so weird knowing your buddy got killed in the Navy for no goddamn reason, when you wanted (and still want really) to do something similar.
wtf
was this during obama's mothball?
Yeah.
I'm 26 now. Past my prime.
what was the reason they gave?
I had wanted to go to the Air Force Academy and become an officer
Medication, previous diagnoses.
darn
I tried to quit my meds and it fucked me up bad
They don't want autistic kids anyway so. I still regret it, probably always will. I feel like I was *supposed to.*
Wanted to carry on the family history that way. Wanted to be part of something more important than myself. Now I look for jobs at McDonalds and get no responses despite going there twice.
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I can only look at the world fucking itself and yell at people on the internet. Not sure where the path I was meant to take was. But I certainly passed it up.
Iβm sorry man
Nah, I'm pretty sure I did this to myself, I'm just not sure how. Or when. I wanted to become an astronautical engineer. After being turned down by the Airforce that is. Thought, maybe I could just serve that way. Nope. LSU had that as a course listed, but failed to mention it was not ready yet. Nearest place for it was too far and too expensive.
Completely lost my course, no clear goals, so no future. Ambition just poured outta me. I was so arrogantly sure of myself that I never prepared to live this sort of life. I focused upon school instead of getting a part time job. I was active in band, and ROTC. I didn't think I could wind up enemployed. Now I don't feel passion for anything. I guess that's normal. But I spent longer and longer in college, and when I finally graduated in something semi-interesting that was supposed to have career opportunities here, I found none.
a man has been, for the last 10 YEARS, putting hamsters in tiny underwater habitats
with the full intention of going as big with this idea as possible
that poor soul
for no other reason than he could
i dont think we need rats at the bottom of the sea
he even built them a tiny sub to ferry them from habitat to habitat
lol wow
>"Underwater hamster objectivism."
GOOD MORNING YOU TULSI SUPPORTING WAKANDANS
Tulsi is BAE
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I'd vote for tulsi
But I doubt she will win the primaries
Maybe I will register democrat just to vote for her
Are primaries winner takes all? If so, then I probably may as well not vote, living in Cali
Tulsi isn't Loonie enough for the Democrats
no thots
Pp time