Message from @Smoke

Discord ID: 650594672078487580


2019-12-01 07:07:14 UTC  

i live in shit times

2019-12-01 07:07:17 UTC  

HOLY SHIT

2019-12-01 07:07:21 UTC  

little more in depth, but i haven't studied it too closely

2019-12-01 07:07:23 UTC  

my parents dont feed me

2019-12-01 07:07:26 UTC  

Millenial woe's

2019-12-01 07:07:30 UTC  

and it's good

2019-12-01 07:07:32 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD they are. So when I was told im not black. I felt empty. I felt like I didn’t belong anywhere which conceded me. So I looked into the white part of me.

2019-12-01 07:07:44 UTC  

@Deleted User Feed yourself big guy

2019-12-01 07:08:09 UTC  

he's digging into the realm I'm trying to work towards

2019-12-01 07:08:09 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD I learned that I had my white lineage in Scotland and Germany and I started to develop a fondness for Europe and European civilization

2019-12-01 07:08:14 UTC  

Yus!

2019-12-01 07:08:33 UTC  

But I was told Even though im light. Im too dark to be white.

2019-12-01 07:08:59 UTC  

Told I couldn’t fit in with them. I can’t be one of them I’m just a high yellow wanna be white and black boy

2019-12-01 07:09:17 UTC  

Im just an ‘Other’

2019-12-01 07:09:26 UTC  

@Deleted User everyone is lost today, in varying degrees. We have no spiritual home

2019-12-01 07:09:34 UTC  

@Deleted User I would have been angry. And then, I would have defied them, and devoted myself to fighting such anti-Whiteness and self-hatred enforcement

2019-12-01 07:09:47 UTC  

whites are also losing their culture

2019-12-01 07:10:12 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD I believed I wouldn’t fit in with whites but I began to want to go to them more. I felt sometimes as if I was white. And then I would be reminded I wasn’t.

2019-12-01 07:10:32 UTC  

@Smoke Is there a home

2019-12-01 07:10:57 UTC  

no I don't think so

2019-12-01 07:10:59 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD I had secret pride for the white side of me. Yet confusion on who I was. And a bit of anger that I couldn’t be one of them

2019-12-01 07:11:03 UTC  

I mean

2019-12-01 07:11:06 UTC  

@Deleted User Truth is you are mixxed. You belong with the mixxed race

2019-12-01 07:11:19 UTC  

which is many kinds of mix

2019-12-01 07:11:22 UTC  

I had mostly everything they would have. Just why couldn’t I have more

2019-12-01 07:11:36 UTC  

why are there so many new people today?

2019-12-01 07:11:36 UTC  

you may feel white but it would be wrong to say you are

2019-12-01 07:11:57 UTC  

@Smoke We lack direction and purpose. We require a grand vision to inspire generation of our kith and kin to come. We must grasp for very stars. This deliberate arrested development (retardation on a global level of European civilisation) must end, no holds or bars, no limitations to our growth and evolution.

2019-12-01 07:12:07 UTC  

@Banjod because NNN ended

2019-12-01 07:12:10 UTC  

you are made up of a majority white genes yes but not

2019-12-01 07:12:21 UTC  

they've come here to coom

2019-12-01 07:12:21 UTC  

@Eternal Entropy im aware. But what even is the mixed race. A race of people that rely on racial mixtures. We rely on people giving up their identity to create us. And I know. As much as I would love it. I can’t be truly white.

2019-12-01 07:12:54 UTC  

Yea it's a crappy situation

2019-12-01 07:13:04 UTC  

I dont know and exact answer either

2019-12-01 07:13:16 UTC  

That’s why. For my kids. I will let them enjoy being one race than be trapped in the same cycle as me.

2019-12-01 07:13:32 UTC  

wut

2019-12-01 07:13:34 UTC  

lol

2019-12-01 07:13:44 UTC  

but my religion is all I can suggest due to it's strong universal ideology and community focus.

2019-12-01 07:14:13 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD I think it will come with time, one way or another. Not sure if through collapse or prosperity. I think we an era of semi-sustainable socialism to go through. Too much has been lost and people are too readily occupied with consumption

2019-12-01 07:14:19 UTC  

race is not just "mixture of things"