Message from @Smoke

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2019-12-01 07:04:59 UTC  

Blonde hair and blue eyes

2019-12-01 07:05:05 UTC  

@Deleted User the fucking kali yuga and all that shit.

2019-12-01 07:05:05 UTC  

Then hazel eyes and dirty blonde hair

2019-12-01 07:05:24 UTC  

@Deleted User That would have been frustrating. Often white liberal parents lie to their Nationalist children

2019-12-01 07:05:31 UTC  

@volkisch7 I’ve heard of the Kali Yuga maybe once or twice But I don’t know of it well

2019-12-01 07:05:38 UTC  

Are you a nationalist? Anti-immigration? @Deleted User

2019-12-01 07:06:08 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD it was. I was told and forced to accept my black identity and that all skin tones of black exist. But then teased for having blonde hair. For being too light skin. For being white. 18 years

2019-12-01 07:06:12 UTC  

@Smoke yes

2019-12-01 07:06:17 UTC  

@Deleted User well look it up it's pretty cryptic.

2019-12-01 07:06:26 UTC  

@volkisch7 I will

2019-12-01 07:06:40 UTC  

It's pretty much another variation of the good times creating decadence creating bad times

2019-12-01 07:06:41 UTC  

cycle

2019-12-01 07:06:48 UTC  

Ohhh

2019-12-01 07:06:52 UTC  

That I’ve heard of that

2019-12-01 07:06:58 UTC  

@Deleted User They are so hateful

2019-12-01 07:06:58 UTC  

@Smoke pretty much yeah.

2019-12-01 07:07:01 UTC  

Bad times create strong men etc

2019-12-01 07:07:14 UTC  

i live in shit times

2019-12-01 07:07:17 UTC  

HOLY SHIT

2019-12-01 07:07:21 UTC  

little more in depth, but i haven't studied it too closely

2019-12-01 07:07:23 UTC  

my parents dont feed me

2019-12-01 07:07:26 UTC  

Millenial woe's

2019-12-01 07:07:30 UTC  

and it's good

2019-12-01 07:07:32 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD they are. So when I was told im not black. I felt empty. I felt like I didn’t belong anywhere which conceded me. So I looked into the white part of me.

2019-12-01 07:07:44 UTC  

@Deleted User Feed yourself big guy

2019-12-01 07:08:09 UTC  

he's digging into the realm I'm trying to work towards

2019-12-01 07:08:09 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD I learned that I had my white lineage in Scotland and Germany and I started to develop a fondness for Europe and European civilization

2019-12-01 07:08:14 UTC  

Yus!

2019-12-01 07:08:33 UTC  

But I was told Even though im light. Im too dark to be white.

2019-12-01 07:08:59 UTC  

Told I couldn’t fit in with them. I can’t be one of them I’m just a high yellow wanna be white and black boy

2019-12-01 07:09:17 UTC  

Im just an ‘Other’

2019-12-01 07:09:26 UTC  

@Deleted User everyone is lost today, in varying degrees. We have no spiritual home

2019-12-01 07:09:34 UTC  

@Deleted User I would have been angry. And then, I would have defied them, and devoted myself to fighting such anti-Whiteness and self-hatred enforcement

2019-12-01 07:09:47 UTC  

whites are also losing their culture

2019-12-01 07:10:12 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD I believed I wouldn’t fit in with whites but I began to want to go to them more. I felt sometimes as if I was white. And then I would be reminded I wasn’t.

2019-12-01 07:10:32 UTC  

@Smoke Is there a home

2019-12-01 07:10:57 UTC  

no I don't think so

2019-12-01 07:10:59 UTC  

@AustraliaFirstPartyQLD I had secret pride for the white side of me. Yet confusion on who I was. And a bit of anger that I couldn’t be one of them

2019-12-01 07:11:03 UTC  

I mean

2019-12-01 07:11:06 UTC  

@Deleted User Truth is you are mixxed. You belong with the mixxed race