Message from @Mephisto
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imagine being so retarded
that you use freemasonry symbol all over your fucking body so you can make lemmings not to notice that you arent a freemason
Just use hand symbols, jesus fucking christ
Lads does anyone have that virgin/Chad meme about the abortion clinic arsonist?
what
P a t r o l l e d
EVERYONE PRESS S TO SPIT ON HER EGO
which key do I have to press on ?
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https://www.news24.com/SouthAfrica/News/magnus-malan-two-other-national-party-ministers-were-paedophiles-20180805
Not sure whether true or post-facto communist show
I find myself to be in a similar situation to Rick. Not in that I am a pickle, but that I view myself and my intelligence as both an unstoppable force and an inescapable curse. (I know, I'm an arrogant asshole. Feel free to ignore me.) I love being able to predict things around me and control my own little world to some extent, but at the same time I'm incredibly bored by "work" that I feel is beneath my abilities and desires. In some cases, especially when the "work" is really taxing on me emotionally, I would rather just die (read: escape). I do have some self-destructive tendencies, not in a suicidal sense but more in a "fuck everyone, here's the truth" sense. I would sometimes be fine with sacrificing my reputation and position in life in order to escape the boring "work" of what has become a routine, nagging on my subconscious. There's a part of me that hates that nagging so much that I would be fine just letting my ego run free, abusing anyone in my path for the sake of my own judgement of what is worth my interest. The only problem is that with that approach to life I would eventually be alone and still unable to reach exactly what I want out of this world. I don't want to just be in control. Complete control is impossible anyhow; people can only be manipulated so far and reality only bends as much as my arms can handle before giving out.
what would you call this pagan/christian mixture
Autism
so both
Well to be honest anyone who goes deep into the rabbit whole like you and I end up like this
Always stuck between two of the same worlds
Nietzsche said that all intelligent people should have a profound moral crisis over whether to become edgy larpers or Christians
thats what ive been experiencing for a year
Did he ever choose?
he was the edgiest of larpers
and then went nuts and spent the last 10 years of his life catatonic
Spring is so far away from me......
were in the autumn age of corruption
preparing for winter i suppose
God I can't wait for winter
when the fruit has been harvested
and the demonic forces of the earth gorge themselves
Damn man you always be blackpilling me
@Mephisto WILL WE EVER PICK A SIDE
I hate being on the fence