Message from @Mystic axe
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...well it’s... not. I do not want people to think I am being as I said manipulative or controlling. It makes me feel like shit when I try and talk to people like this because I have so many issues that I need to fix. I can’t talk to psychiatrist’s anymore as I tell them how I am very aware of my actions and understand to me when I feel like doing something it doesn’t mean I’ll actually do it. It’s just a passing thought or so. I want to talk but feel as if I just rant or cause arguments .
Sometimes people just want to rant. It's understandable. The only thing people want to know is if you are getting something off your chest or if you are looking for someone to help you fix it. That's the big thing. If you want to rant, by all mean. Have at it, champ. That's my Thursday mornings. If you want to fix it, it's a matter of what are you willing to put up with and who do you believe has the advice that helps you get to where you want to go
@Mystic axe don’t fret so much about what you think other people are thinking. Everyone wants attention sometimes; everyone wants people to care for them. We’re all the same in that regard. —— Ok. Let’s start with social skills stuff. First, how old are you?
@Buddha23Fett congratulations! How long did the labor last? You posted yesterday that y’all were in the hospital
Ew gross
I mean congrats!
Congrats dad!
And congrats mom also
I’m 27... I have self isolated myself during my childhood from 8-16 until I met a few good friends. I had maybe 4 friends during that time but I never got to really see or hangout with them during summer break and winter break. I also have ADD, ADHD, then several Symptoms of OCD, ODD, and some others I can’t recall at this point, and finally the last one unknown disorder all documented from a test in 2001. I have now a few friends the ones from 17-25 are now all married and have families. I have issues during my life as was bullied since I was grade 2. I am still learning social cues, with the help of my small group of friends I can trust. Also have trust issues. It may sound as if I’m in trouble of harming myself. I m not going to harm myself so please don’t worry about that.
@Buddha23Fett omgosh congratulations.
@Salacious Swanky Cat 36 hours
@Buddha23Fett that is so long. Wow. Props to your wife.
@Mystic axe if you ever want to talk I’m there for you.
@Mystic axe feel free to speak to any of us. We sometimes speak over voice chat. You are welcome to join.
@Mystic axe you’re welcome to join us if only to distract! We’re in the off hours channel atm
@Mystic axe ok. Be safe!
You're among cool fellas here, Axe. All just chill dudes and lasses
I was always a bit of a wild card. There used to be moments where I would second guess myself, just times of doubt. But you just gotta get back to that functional part of yourself that doesn't give a shat about what people think. We're not all just one-mode individuals. we all have many parts that work for different situations. Let the part of you that comes out during times when you need to get shit done, and it'll take care of everything, if that makes sense
Ah... you see that’s then problem I was never ‘functional’, not to sound self deprecating but it’s more of the truth. I have lost of issues, talking does help a small bit, though I feel at times like now, it’s pointless because it makes me feel as I am manipulating people or trying to make it seems as the world is against me. I don’t envelope know if I am explaining myself correctly. It also pains me (sometimes physically) to talk to people about this when it that’s nothing to do with them and no reason to care. I have trust issues though I am loyal to a fault and too trusting as well. I am thankful for your concerns and will take them. I just don’t feel comfortable to discus this stuff because you shouldn’t ha r to hear this from a random person on the internet says something. I want people to care though, I don’t want to drag my family into the mud or make them look bad. It’s difficult and I’m sorry if any of you are annoyed or frustrated. I should have just talked about something else.
No need to worry about manipulating folks, there's a lot of nice people on here who don't mind chatting, if you wanted to talk that is. If you ever do, go for it. We won't judge your family or you
Everyone has problems from time to time, its good to talk about them in order to learn how to deal with them (if you can). What matters is after you have done that, is to not dwell in that. That's when someone can start to manipulating peoples empathy. So feel free to talk about whatever you should like if it helps you grow stronger. Also just put a silly little video up if you care to check it. @Mystic axe
The smoke actually worked as censorship, but for context, that’s my daughter lol
Huh, for some reason I always think that Venezuela is in Central America.
@Buddha23Fett Congrats. We are 5 month into the baby experience.
Labour lasted as long for my girlfriend too. It's fucking nuts, but as you can see it's worth all the trouble!
Enjoy!
It's not just a cougar... it's ruined. Hard Pass
@Deleted User that map. Lol. I can’t read the Israel part. I like how your daughter unflinchingly calls cnn fake news.
@Salacious Swanky Cat don’t you just love how her attitude about just says, “what’s so funny? I’m just telling the truth”
@Deleted User yes. It’s just ‘they’re fake. So what?’
